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i had to babysit my little 8 yr old sister mary jane last night because Dad and Cathy had to work overnight for some store from 8pm to 4am...
little brat kept me awake until 2 am and i was supossed to work this morning but i could barely get out of bed. besides, its a holiday so felix (my boss) really didnt care. and i dont mean like getting out of bed randomly and me telling her to go back to sleep. i mean like "judi make a doll of me" "judi can we watch tv?" "judi do you have a boyfriend?" oh my god. lol. i tried so hard to get her to sleep by 9pm and it did not work. >.<
i answered "yeah we can start making a doll of you but we cant finish it tonite it'll take to long." and we did. "only for a few ore minutes, then its bed." and "no i dont."
and of course she had to keep going. "well is there a guy you like?" "yeah" "whats his name?" "Alex" "whats he look like?" so i brought her to the computer and showed her his pictures on myspace. "hes ugly" "thats so mean!" "well he is. hes got a big nose" oh my god. devil child she is. *nods*
so yes, i have fallen for an black and white furry asian bear. my panda-san. PANDA!!!!! o.O yep. Alex.
save me from my emotions, Goddess. Stop me from falling for anyone else who doesnt feel the same way. ugh.
so other than the sleepless night ive been pretty good. running low on smokes, but dads going to the store soon.
i miss so many people its retarded. Lyn beepies me like every day lol so at least its a bit comforting to hear the voice of one person i miss Julian calls cometimes too and its really nice to talk to him. mommadukes has yet to call me tho and it makes me sad. :(
panda is currently at baseball practice, otherwise id be bugging the hell out of him online.
YAY Julian just IMed me. thought id tell you.
anyway. thats pretty much it. my head is everywhere right now cause im half asleep but hopped up on coffee and cigarettes.
little brat kept me awake until 2 am and i was supossed to work this morning but i could barely get out of bed. besides, its a holiday so felix (my boss) really didnt care. and i dont mean like getting out of bed randomly and me telling her to go back to sleep. i mean like "judi make a doll of me" "judi can we watch tv?" "judi do you have a boyfriend?" oh my god. lol. i tried so hard to get her to sleep by 9pm and it did not work. >.<
i answered "yeah we can start making a doll of you but we cant finish it tonite it'll take to long." and we did. "only for a few ore minutes, then its bed." and "no i dont."
and of course she had to keep going. "well is there a guy you like?" "yeah" "whats his name?" "Alex" "whats he look like?" so i brought her to the computer and showed her his pictures on myspace. "hes ugly" "thats so mean!" "well he is. hes got a big nose" oh my god. devil child she is. *nods*
so yes, i have fallen for an black and white furry asian bear. my panda-san. PANDA!!!!! o.O yep. Alex.
save me from my emotions, Goddess. Stop me from falling for anyone else who doesnt feel the same way. ugh.
so other than the sleepless night ive been pretty good. running low on smokes, but dads going to the store soon.
i miss so many people its retarded. Lyn beepies me like every day lol so at least its a bit comforting to hear the voice of one person i miss Julian calls cometimes too and its really nice to talk to him. mommadukes has yet to call me tho and it makes me sad. :(
panda is currently at baseball practice, otherwise id be bugging the hell out of him online.
YAY Julian just IMed me. thought id tell you.
anyway. thats pretty much it. my head is everywhere right now cause im half asleep but hopped up on coffee and cigarettes.