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"At least I stick to one guy"
omg. no sentence ever said to me has ever pissed me off that much. Lyn, fucking backstabbing bitch that she is, said that to me about ten minutes ago. because i said i dont like Joe fucking Banville. well, who really does? hes a phodophile, a flamboyant drama queen looking for attention. but its not about him. its the fact that she said it. LYN MARTIN said that. The same girl that cheated on Julian at least three times. Once while I was THERE. Dont even try to fucking deny that one. The same girl that says shes in love with Joe Banville yet last night she was crying her fucking eyes out over Ed. Yeah. And she still seems to like Mike Banville too.
but she said this to me. me. the girl whos been incredibly head over heels in love with Eric for six months now. yeah yeah yeah we broke up a month ago. doesnt mean i dont love him anymore. i do. as much as im trying to get over him. yes, i made a few mistakes. i admit that. and the guilt i already feel over it is incredible. but she seems to think that because im starting to have feelings for mike page that suddenly im a whore. ok so i had a tiny crush on joe connor too. but honestly, what girl whos met him hasnt?
ive made mistakes. i know. with eric, fist it was a drunken stupor. the second one was INSTIGATED BY LYN. bitch told me that if i had a crush on Joe, i should just tell Eric I wanted a break and then go have fun. there would be no consequences. how the FUCK was i messed up enough to believe that? i dunno. but yes, im admitting i made mistakes. horrible ones. that i regret with every fiber of my being.
she seems to have no regrets. when she talks about regretting things, i can tell its just lip service. shes saying it just so that she can sound better.
she hit me (several times) for my response to that little remark she made. I said "At least you stick to one guy? What about Julian? And if youre so in love with Joe, why the hell were you crying your eyes out last night over Ed?" Yep. I finally had the balls to say it. I finally got up the fucking balls to tell her what I really think. In two simple sentences. Fucking WHORE.
Ya know, I keep thinking Im fat and ugly, but then I just look at her and think "Hey, at least I dont look like that." But it amazes me. Shes so incredibly ... ugh.... yet she gets shitloads of guys. Hell, I can barely get one at a time. But this bitch gets fuckin four guys to fuck her while shes dating someone? Im amazed I actually had the opportunity to cheat on Eric. And yet Im so much more attractive than she is.
And at least I have hair. she just keeps chopping it off. next time i know she'll be bald. Then how many guys will want to fuck her?
Someday all her Karma will come back to hit her. I know mine is starting to. But hers will be so much worse. justice will finally be served.
Im never talking to her again. Ive put up with her bringing up my guilt in everything that happened with Eric, Ive sat through it wordlessly, or Ive said simply "I know." Well, its about fucking time someone told her that what happened with Julian his HER fault. and that shes a fucking liar and a whore and a two faced bitch.
so yeah. Im done ranting. goodnight.
omg. no sentence ever said to me has ever pissed me off that much. Lyn, fucking backstabbing bitch that she is, said that to me about ten minutes ago. because i said i dont like Joe fucking Banville. well, who really does? hes a phodophile, a flamboyant drama queen looking for attention. but its not about him. its the fact that she said it. LYN MARTIN said that. The same girl that cheated on Julian at least three times. Once while I was THERE. Dont even try to fucking deny that one. The same girl that says shes in love with Joe Banville yet last night she was crying her fucking eyes out over Ed. Yeah. And she still seems to like Mike Banville too.
but she said this to me. me. the girl whos been incredibly head over heels in love with Eric for six months now. yeah yeah yeah we broke up a month ago. doesnt mean i dont love him anymore. i do. as much as im trying to get over him. yes, i made a few mistakes. i admit that. and the guilt i already feel over it is incredible. but she seems to think that because im starting to have feelings for mike page that suddenly im a whore. ok so i had a tiny crush on joe connor too. but honestly, what girl whos met him hasnt?
ive made mistakes. i know. with eric, fist it was a drunken stupor. the second one was INSTIGATED BY LYN. bitch told me that if i had a crush on Joe, i should just tell Eric I wanted a break and then go have fun. there would be no consequences. how the FUCK was i messed up enough to believe that? i dunno. but yes, im admitting i made mistakes. horrible ones. that i regret with every fiber of my being.
she seems to have no regrets. when she talks about regretting things, i can tell its just lip service. shes saying it just so that she can sound better.
she hit me (several times) for my response to that little remark she made. I said "At least you stick to one guy? What about Julian? And if youre so in love with Joe, why the hell were you crying your eyes out last night over Ed?" Yep. I finally had the balls to say it. I finally got up the fucking balls to tell her what I really think. In two simple sentences. Fucking WHORE.
Ya know, I keep thinking Im fat and ugly, but then I just look at her and think "Hey, at least I dont look like that." But it amazes me. Shes so incredibly ... ugh.... yet she gets shitloads of guys. Hell, I can barely get one at a time. But this bitch gets fuckin four guys to fuck her while shes dating someone? Im amazed I actually had the opportunity to cheat on Eric. And yet Im so much more attractive than she is.
And at least I have hair. she just keeps chopping it off. next time i know she'll be bald. Then how many guys will want to fuck her?
Someday all her Karma will come back to hit her. I know mine is starting to. But hers will be so much worse. justice will finally be served.
Im never talking to her again. Ive put up with her bringing up my guilt in everything that happened with Eric, Ive sat through it wordlessly, or Ive said simply "I know." Well, its about fucking time someone told her that what happened with Julian his HER fault. and that shes a fucking liar and a whore and a two faced bitch.
so yeah. Im done ranting. goodnight.