Be with me
Yes. You were right. I think. I do totally love you and to some extent would do anything for you. But I was right too. I absolutely HATE you and would love to take you into a small room with amazing acoustics and scream and scream and scream and scream until my voice left me standing in a room with you.But it would need to be just you and me. so it wasnt for anyone else's benefit. Just me and you. I would love to just stand afterwards and tell you - this is me, love me or hate me - its your choice, but this is who i am and you cant change me. I never meant to let you know who i was but now you know me just a little, Id love to take you to that room and after screaming id just want to take you and say - thats it. Stay or leave - its your choice. But make it and stay or make it and dont come back.
Pass me, smile at me - say hi even. but dont ever think you can just turn around and stroll in - you cant.Its not who i want to be any more.It hurts too much.
I know alot of this is my fault but i wasnt even there. there in person only.
I know you're clever, I know you're street wise and know most things about everything but im sorry -
Love? - you either know it too well or you dont know it at all.
No matter what
You dont know me.
Goodnight,Goodbye
x