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[kaleypanther]

Lay me down and rape me,
take my soul,
Lay me down and rape me,
take everything for you to control.

Punish me for everything,
Punish me for something that's not even my fault,
Punish me for your mistakes,
Punish me for all the world to see.

I will never be the same,
I will never love the same,
I will never let you "take so much out of me,
take everything from the inside,
and throw it all away, because I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you."

It was never really ever my fault, it was always a pun on my life to make it mine. It was a head game, it was all a mind game of who controlled who.

You wanna see what it’s like down here
in this pool of someone else’s rules, well
jump in, take a swim or just sit in this pit
squishing bare toes in someone else’s bullshit,
we do it all the time.

Still we’ve tried being patient,
collected, calm, nice
trying praying, tried laying you
paying the price,
we’ve learned to scream
until our throats throbbed
what else do you do
while your cunt’s being robbed.

And i hear you saying
“subtle, sister,
less bite, more bark
you can make your point without leaving such a mark.
subtle, sister,
stop your seething,
i think we got it, i think we’re even:

subtle like the binding on my sisters’ feet?
subtle like her belly raped with his semen,
draped in his fuck, funny,
doesn’t seem even.