Hmmm...
... well, its a bit sad that I don't have much particularly interesting to bump content on this journal.
Then again, sure, I guess I did hit Thailand for 25 days to hang with Panch and Regi, finally checking that little tidbit of my list of things I wanted to do. Hey, you never know when you'd get another chance. ^^;
I suppose that's a good attitude to view life with sometimes. What if this day is your last? You really happy with what you did? I think I've not been reflecting on that too much, wasting too much time on frivolous things.
Honestly, I mean, what is up with my drive, motivation... priorities?
The past two days I literally obsessed over finding out what was the name of an old porn flick I saw back when I was a teenager, and through sheer obstinateness and obsession, I in fact did find out. All hail the internet. (You wouldn't believe the sheer amount of forums and lists and images I had to go through @.@).
I guess it was a little important for me, for sentimental reasons. Also, because when I set my mind to obtaining something, I am relentless. Which drives me to wonder if I really am setting my mind with such determination when it comes to more important things. Such as improving my art, or my writing, or getting back to the gym... or hell, even just learning useful web and programming skills. I guess, if I looked honestly at myself, I really am quite mediocre in a lot of fields lately. Must change that...
But anyway, yeah, the porn... heh. Sex sure sells. It was a nice little trip down memory lane. I was surprised at how much of a difference there was between the way I remembered things, and the way things actually did play out on the movie. I mean, no mistake, its the right movie, but lots of little details in terms of lighting, colors and so on... though I have a hunch it was actually the lighting of my old room back home what actually colored my memories, heh... or hell, maybe even that crappy old CRT TV...
Still, I'm glad. I was able to reach into the past, get an answer, and thus, put an issue down to rest. I'm sure some of you must know what its like, that satisfaction of solving a personal mystery after a gruelling series of investigative efforts.
At any rate, journal update and all that. Perhaps I'll have more interesting news to share in the future. It would be something satisfying, I believe. And hey, at least I know the folks that do read this journal read it only because they matter. I'm long over the newbish concern about views, and friend amounts. Quality over quantity. Nothing better than that.
Until next time, folks. ^^
Then again, sure, I guess I did hit Thailand for 25 days to hang with Panch and Regi, finally checking that little tidbit of my list of things I wanted to do. Hey, you never know when you'd get another chance. ^^;
I suppose that's a good attitude to view life with sometimes. What if this day is your last? You really happy with what you did? I think I've not been reflecting on that too much, wasting too much time on frivolous things.
Honestly, I mean, what is up with my drive, motivation... priorities?
The past two days I literally obsessed over finding out what was the name of an old porn flick I saw back when I was a teenager, and through sheer obstinateness and obsession, I in fact did find out. All hail the internet. (You wouldn't believe the sheer amount of forums and lists and images I had to go through @.@).
I guess it was a little important for me, for sentimental reasons. Also, because when I set my mind to obtaining something, I am relentless. Which drives me to wonder if I really am setting my mind with such determination when it comes to more important things. Such as improving my art, or my writing, or getting back to the gym... or hell, even just learning useful web and programming skills. I guess, if I looked honestly at myself, I really am quite mediocre in a lot of fields lately. Must change that...
But anyway, yeah, the porn... heh. Sex sure sells. It was a nice little trip down memory lane. I was surprised at how much of a difference there was between the way I remembered things, and the way things actually did play out on the movie. I mean, no mistake, its the right movie, but lots of little details in terms of lighting, colors and so on... though I have a hunch it was actually the lighting of my old room back home what actually colored my memories, heh... or hell, maybe even that crappy old CRT TV...
Still, I'm glad. I was able to reach into the past, get an answer, and thus, put an issue down to rest. I'm sure some of you must know what its like, that satisfaction of solving a personal mystery after a gruelling series of investigative efforts.
At any rate, journal update and all that. Perhaps I'll have more interesting news to share in the future. It would be something satisfying, I believe. And hey, at least I know the folks that do read this journal read it only because they matter. I'm long over the newbish concern about views, and friend amounts. Quality over quantity. Nothing better than that.
Until next time, folks. ^^