*my heart could be broken*

Dec 30, 2003 23:22

okay so i havent updated in a while and alyssa is mad at me for it. i think i need to take a few minutes to write about what that girl means to me because i think she might have forgotten, or think that i've forgotten all the things she's done for me. i don't think i could appreciate someone as much as i appreciate her. she's an amazing friend and there's never a dull moment with her. lys, i know that that whole survey thing upset you but i would never mean to get you mad. you're amazing and i'm lucky to have you...i know that. thank you for being there for me when i needed you the most. it means a lot to me.

okay so lets see...hmm nothing good going on with me. i started talking to adam on christmas...big surprise huh? i'm not expecting it to be anything major but it made me happy at the time. we talked for about an hour on saturday and that was..interesting to say the least. lol. he's that one guy that for some reason...i dont want him to ever go away completely. i know i'm crazy but it's not like we're doing anything...just talking. talking doesn't always lead to anything and amy told me it was the right thing to do so hey what the hell? lol. haven't talked to ian in the past couple of days. i think that's probably good too. no sense in waiting anymore. i guess it bothers me a little but it's cool. and alyssa asked me tonight if i liked tony. haha for those of you who don't know about him...have no fear...i don't know that much about him either. he's cute though and funny and dammit he didn't go get alyssa honey! lol. so i dunno i think it'd be a fun experience...haven't had a good boyfriend in a while. but who knows. i think i should call him i just wouldn't know what to say. besides that though, nothing has changed. my mom quit smoking so she's at my throat 24/7 not fun. a couple days ago though, we had a really great time we picked out our dresses for the wedding...her gown is amazing. i'm so good at picking out those sort of thing. hmm anything else? ehh probably not. haven't done much with my vacation...slept a lot. went over amy's on sunday night...lots of fun...haha i got the hot sauce from the tacos all over! i guess that's all folks. write again within the next week i think. lol.
-Kaleina

i need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me
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