Candid

[kaleidoscopenat]

I don't even know where to start. Some where over the course of the past year or so, I got very lost and ended up on paths I never would have called my own. I fell in love with someone (maybe the idea of someone?), fell away, broke his heart and my own in the process. I fell out of love with God, stopped believing in Jesus as the savior of the world, and left the church completely.

I am a very slow-moving creature right now. I don't trust anyone or anything readily. I am a very different person, but I feel like things are growing in a good way... At least I hope so.