there's got to be something better than in the middle
quebec was funn. all the stuff we did was cool. i hung out with joe the whole time. jake said we were "rekindled".... whatever that means. i dont' know, i dont' care.
hahahah i just looked at the pictures hilary gave me. they're like all of her and caroline. oh but there are some really funny ones.
i got rid of the shelves in my room on sunday. and moved the tall dresser to where they were. my room looks so empty now. it looks like i'm moving. and i'm still not used to it. ahh its so strange!
so yesterday i went to gunstock. not school. it was fun i guess. the whole time i felt like i could've just fell asleep. and my dad just jabbered on and on and on about stupid random stuff, and i just wanted to be like dad, its okay to be quiet. and its not like i'm actually listening to what he's saying. i just act like i am, when i really have no idea. and we saw a porcupine in a tree when we were on the chairlift. crazyyy. and then we left the mountain and went shopping at tilton. yay! i got a sweater and a sweater vest and a jacket and an argyle hat. and then we went home for chinese food to celebrate laurie getting into MIT!!
today we got up and ready at normal time and drove to school and no one was there. and then we realized, it was a late start day. so we drove right back home and i watched this weird movie on tv called overnight delivery. so then we went to school. and thre's a huge spanish exam on friday, but i might miss it for the math meet, if joe goes. cause if joe doesn't go, i'll be sitting alone all day at a math meet. not my idea of fun. we're starting work on our division one's. i hate reflecting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! zach gave me a ride home again. and we listened to worked up so sexual by the faint, and i was like whoaaaaaaaaaaaaa you know the faint? i didn't think they were that well known.
i'm just so unsatisfied with the way things are right now. with everything. i don't know, i'm just being dumb, but i just cant help feeling so...... unworthy. annoyed. out of place. confused.
hahahah i just looked at the pictures hilary gave me. they're like all of her and caroline. oh but there are some really funny ones.
i got rid of the shelves in my room on sunday. and moved the tall dresser to where they were. my room looks so empty now. it looks like i'm moving. and i'm still not used to it. ahh its so strange!
so yesterday i went to gunstock. not school. it was fun i guess. the whole time i felt like i could've just fell asleep. and my dad just jabbered on and on and on about stupid random stuff, and i just wanted to be like dad, its okay to be quiet. and its not like i'm actually listening to what he's saying. i just act like i am, when i really have no idea. and we saw a porcupine in a tree when we were on the chairlift. crazyyy. and then we left the mountain and went shopping at tilton. yay! i got a sweater and a sweater vest and a jacket and an argyle hat. and then we went home for chinese food to celebrate laurie getting into MIT!!
today we got up and ready at normal time and drove to school and no one was there. and then we realized, it was a late start day. so we drove right back home and i watched this weird movie on tv called overnight delivery. so then we went to school. and thre's a huge spanish exam on friday, but i might miss it for the math meet, if joe goes. cause if joe doesn't go, i'll be sitting alone all day at a math meet. not my idea of fun. we're starting work on our division one's. i hate reflecting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! zach gave me a ride home again. and we listened to worked up so sexual by the faint, and i was like whoaaaaaaaaaaaaa you know the faint? i didn't think they were that well known.
i'm just so unsatisfied with the way things are right now. with everything. i don't know, i'm just being dumb, but i just cant help feeling so...... unworthy. annoyed. out of place. confused.