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They are not even people I want to know. I can't exactly think of how I need to say what I want to say, or how I want to say what I need to say, and I really should be saying it there, but it isn't really the place for it. I am really high right now. and I think sick. But definitely okay. maybe it's the White Album. maybe it is the realization (epiphany seems to...presumptuous? is that the word?) that I have just had, the one I am trying and failing to explain. Let's talk about The Beatles instead.
It is strange to thinks that they hated it each other when they were making this album. they did didn't they? I suddenly want to be finding out. I passed over our Beatles book for the one Heather gave me. You said it was much better, but I haven't really given it very much attention.
I used to be mad at Yoko Ono. now I kinda...understand. you know like "love. what are you going to do about it?"
I can see myself having a discussion with Paul and George and Ringo. I see how you would be upset. of course you would be. Ringo shrugs. he understands.
(I make friends. they get married. I lose friends.)
I am thinking about our first date, when Amy came home from work or wherever and we were just laying on my bed. I introduced you. we didn't get up. and it was exactly how it should have been.
Now I think you are right about the book. it is much better for what I am looking for.
for some reason I just started wasting my time again. STOP IT! Do they affect you? no. why do you even need to know? But it is a little weird. I looked just to make sure and breathed a sigh of relief. she doesn't like them, she just looks like them. You can go to church in my clothes. just don't take church to shows.
Back to what I was saying! Not hate. more like ...just apart. But it is weird that they can not even like each other and still make such insane music. Is it so good because it is first? Or just because it is so good? Maybe both? In this book, in the White Album section, there are pictures of them in crazy poses, like the three of them are pretending to push Paul off of a roof and he is like "Oh no! I'm falling off the roof!"
(my phone just beeped and my heart jumped. I thought it might be you. it wasn't. I do hope you are having fun though. I just worry and obsess. of course, you know that.)
I can't have this discussion I want to be having, listen to them and read this book at the same time so Goodbye. Maybe we will talk later.
It is strange to thinks that they hated it each other when they were making this album. they did didn't they? I suddenly want to be finding out. I passed over our Beatles book for the one Heather gave me. You said it was much better, but I haven't really given it very much attention.
I used to be mad at Yoko Ono. now I kinda...understand. you know like "love. what are you going to do about it?"
I can see myself having a discussion with Paul and George and Ringo. I see how you would be upset. of course you would be. Ringo shrugs. he understands.
(I make friends. they get married. I lose friends.)
I am thinking about our first date, when Amy came home from work or wherever and we were just laying on my bed. I introduced you. we didn't get up. and it was exactly how it should have been.
Now I think you are right about the book. it is much better for what I am looking for.
for some reason I just started wasting my time again. STOP IT! Do they affect you? no. why do you even need to know? But it is a little weird. I looked just to make sure and breathed a sigh of relief. she doesn't like them, she just looks like them. You can go to church in my clothes. just don't take church to shows.
Back to what I was saying! Not hate. more like ...just apart. But it is weird that they can not even like each other and still make such insane music. Is it so good because it is first? Or just because it is so good? Maybe both? In this book, in the White Album section, there are pictures of them in crazy poses, like the three of them are pretending to push Paul off of a roof and he is like "Oh no! I'm falling off the roof!"
(my phone just beeped and my heart jumped. I thought it might be you. it wasn't. I do hope you are having fun though. I just worry and obsess. of course, you know that.)
I can't have this discussion I want to be having, listen to them and read this book at the same time so Goodbye. Maybe we will talk later.