she's gone
My grandmother on my mom's side passed away this morning around 11am. She went quietly and peacefully according to my mother who was by her side the whole time. I'm sad beyond words right now, I was really close to her and spent a large chunk of my childhood with her and my grandfather. I'm going to miss her so much, but at the same time, I'm just glad she's no longer suffering and I know she's in a better place now. And I thank God that he let her go peacefully. Mom says it'll take about a week for the cremation to be processed and done. So after that we'll have a memorial/funeral service for her in about a week or 2. Also, my uncle from germany is flying in tonight and is staying for a few weeks. It will be good to get to see him. My birthday is on sunday, mom wants me to come home. And I need to/should go home. I don't know if i'd feel right celebrating my birthday when there's just been a death in the family, just doesn't seem right. So I guess any party plans I had for my bday will have to be put on hold and whatnot. Anyways, I'm just gonna wrap this up before i start rambling.