bad news
so yea
grades are in
and i suck
3 C+'s = semester GPA of 2.3
.2 fucking points away from 2.5
meaning, no 2.5 which = 2nd suspension
= no more college for a whole year ~_~
= failure
= working prob 2 jobs in shitty bburg for a whole year with no parental support
= no graduating on time again = friends will be gone before i am
= life sucks
side note: i'm gonna try talking to my professor (i had her for 2 of my classes this semester) and see if she would be nice enough to boost one or both of my C+'s to a B- so i can come back to school and hope she has sympathy and helps me out. if not, well then i'm screwed and won't be coming back to school until spring 09
i hate myself and life right now, but i'm atleast trying to fix things. and nothing anyone can say or do will make me feel better about this situation b/c it just sucks all around. that doesn't mean i won't appreciate nice gestures and stuff. but don't try to bullshit me by saying "it'll be ok" type of shit b/c realistically its just a bad situation. and maybe i'm just too upset right now and seem mean, but right now, thats how i see it. not exactly having a bright outlook on life at the moment.
grades are in
and i suck
3 C+'s = semester GPA of 2.3
.2 fucking points away from 2.5
meaning, no 2.5 which = 2nd suspension
= no more college for a whole year ~_~
= failure
= working prob 2 jobs in shitty bburg for a whole year with no parental support
= no graduating on time again = friends will be gone before i am
= life sucks
side note: i'm gonna try talking to my professor (i had her for 2 of my classes this semester) and see if she would be nice enough to boost one or both of my C+'s to a B- so i can come back to school and hope she has sympathy and helps me out. if not, well then i'm screwed and won't be coming back to school until spring 09
i hate myself and life right now, but i'm atleast trying to fix things. and nothing anyone can say or do will make me feel better about this situation b/c it just sucks all around. that doesn't mean i won't appreciate nice gestures and stuff. but don't try to bullshit me by saying "it'll be ok" type of shit b/c realistically its just a bad situation. and maybe i'm just too upset right now and seem mean, but right now, thats how i see it. not exactly having a bright outlook on life at the moment.