aftermath
so yea, last night i had my first nightmare related to the events of last monday. it was weird in most ways and really i guess it was kind of intense, but it disturbed me.
what i remember from it; i was at some broken down of sorts apartment complex sitting on the sidewalk underneath a balcony, right beside a parking lot of sorts. and i had my cell phone. there's a car in front of me and a group of people (about 6 of them?) walk up while the person, a lady i think if i remember, is getting out of her car. the people pull out some guns, and just shoot her on the spot. i'm still sitting there horrified not able to move, just watching. the killers start to shoot others around them, when one of them turns on the others and shoots one of them, the others start yelling at him so he shoots another, an from there they just all start to open fire on each other. and there were other bystanders on the sidewalk that were getting shot as well. i ended up getting shot in the arm and dropping my cell phone on the sidewalk, at which point i get up and bolt up the stairs into one of the broken down rooms above in the apartment. grasping my arm in pain, i sit by the window and just watch as the last standing killer is just shooting people. after that i black out and wake up (still in the dream) and walk down from the apartment. the bodies are all gone, but there's blood everywhere as well as some of the guns still laying around. i'm barefoot for some reason as well and i have to jump and step over puddles and streaks of blood from where people were apparently dragged on the sidewalk. i'm in tears crying while wandering about. i have blood on my feet from not being able to avoid all of it and i look down and theres my cell phone. it has this huge crack in it and its covered in blood. there's even blood leaked into the display window of it, and its barely functioning. the numbers and everything on it are just going haywire and not working. my hands are covered in blood from the phone and despite it being blood soaked, i still try to use my phone to try to call my parents. when it doesn't work somehow i remembered i had a second cell phone, and from there was able to contact my family and friends to tell them what happened and that i was ok. after that i don't remember anything else.
so that was my dream/nightmare. i dunno what else to say about it, other than it scared me and i hope its the last dream/nightmare i have related to last monday. and i hope this post wasn't too much for some of you to handle. but i felt i had to post about it and get it off my mind.
what i remember from it; i was at some broken down of sorts apartment complex sitting on the sidewalk underneath a balcony, right beside a parking lot of sorts. and i had my cell phone. there's a car in front of me and a group of people (about 6 of them?) walk up while the person, a lady i think if i remember, is getting out of her car. the people pull out some guns, and just shoot her on the spot. i'm still sitting there horrified not able to move, just watching. the killers start to shoot others around them, when one of them turns on the others and shoots one of them, the others start yelling at him so he shoots another, an from there they just all start to open fire on each other. and there were other bystanders on the sidewalk that were getting shot as well. i ended up getting shot in the arm and dropping my cell phone on the sidewalk, at which point i get up and bolt up the stairs into one of the broken down rooms above in the apartment. grasping my arm in pain, i sit by the window and just watch as the last standing killer is just shooting people. after that i black out and wake up (still in the dream) and walk down from the apartment. the bodies are all gone, but there's blood everywhere as well as some of the guns still laying around. i'm barefoot for some reason as well and i have to jump and step over puddles and streaks of blood from where people were apparently dragged on the sidewalk. i'm in tears crying while wandering about. i have blood on my feet from not being able to avoid all of it and i look down and theres my cell phone. it has this huge crack in it and its covered in blood. there's even blood leaked into the display window of it, and its barely functioning. the numbers and everything on it are just going haywire and not working. my hands are covered in blood from the phone and despite it being blood soaked, i still try to use my phone to try to call my parents. when it doesn't work somehow i remembered i had a second cell phone, and from there was able to contact my family and friends to tell them what happened and that i was ok. after that i don't remember anything else.
so that was my dream/nightmare. i dunno what else to say about it, other than it scared me and i hope its the last dream/nightmare i have related to last monday. and i hope this post wasn't too much for some of you to handle. but i felt i had to post about it and get it off my mind.