ugh!
ok, so far nothing is going right for my birthday this weekend. and it's making me really depressed and sad.
first of all, there's so much other shit going on this weekend that pretty much no one cares that its my birthday, or atleast it feels that way -_-; and second, i have to work friday night on my birthday, and no one will pick up my shift! and anyone who's had a job at a restaurant knows that working there on your birthday serving other people is pretty much the worst thing that you can do on your birthday, it just royally sucks. and yes, it prob seems i'm being selfish or a big baby about all of this, but, you have to understand that i was hoping for something different this year b/c every year my birthday is never anything exciting and nothing ever happens. if you've known me for a long time you'd know this. so when your birthday sucks year after year, you'd be depressed about it too =( anyways, thats my rant, i'm done. oh well. fuck it.
first of all, there's so much other shit going on this weekend that pretty much no one cares that its my birthday, or atleast it feels that way -_-; and second, i have to work friday night on my birthday, and no one will pick up my shift! and anyone who's had a job at a restaurant knows that working there on your birthday serving other people is pretty much the worst thing that you can do on your birthday, it just royally sucks. and yes, it prob seems i'm being selfish or a big baby about all of this, but, you have to understand that i was hoping for something different this year b/c every year my birthday is never anything exciting and nothing ever happens. if you've known me for a long time you'd know this. so when your birthday sucks year after year, you'd be depressed about it too =( anyways, thats my rant, i'm done. oh well. fuck it.