*waves flag*

[kalebaba]

bleh, i've been feeling like shit since last wednesday. I'm sick with a cold i'm guessing, since i can't go to any Dr's around here really. my nose is stuffy as hell, i have bad phlegmn in my throat and my asthma is going haywire b/c of it all, so i can't breathe either. it really sucks. and not being able to breathe has kept me from doing any sort of physical exercise, so the working out that i was doing has stopped, which is making me feel worse and makes me feel like a sack of fat crap. and just now thinking about it, i'm probably sick b/c of work. i work all the damn time with maybe one or two days off a week, which is only going to get worse, which means i'll prob only have like one day off a week pretty soon. so i'm sure work isn't really helping with my sickness. i'm still trying to cut back/quit smoking, it was going ok for awhile, then i started smoking alot for like 2 days, and now i'm back down to like one or two cigarettes a day. but yesterday I only had one cigarette and today i havn't had a cigarette yet, so i think i'm doing pretty good so far. And hopefully, once my sickness goes away, i'd like to start running, even though i've been saying all summer that i need to start running, but now that i'm cutting back/quitting smoking i feel more motivated to run. sooo once this sickness passes, i think i'll be good to go. i dread to know how little i'll be able to run lol prob only like 10mins before i pass out from lack of breath heh oh well, gotta start somewhere right?

there was something else i wanted to say, but i've gone and forgotten it...oh well...

someone come take care of me and my sick self ;_; *whines*