2-way.
"How are you? How's life?".
I'll reply "fine", but only because I'm being polite, and solely to keep this greeting going in the conventional way.
I wish I could reply with utmost honesty. "As stagnant as that green pool along Khatib station".
To fill up the emptiness, I've been slotting enrichment classes to my schedule so I could have something to look forward to. It could have been a facade that I'm making the best out of my life, a lie to myself that I'm actually living life. "Viva la Vida". Yet at the end of the day upon this realization, the feeling gets worse than it already is.
I can't tolerate the office job life. But there's a high chance that it will be my rice bowl in future. I'm struggling so desperately to get the hell out of this route to office life, but I seem to be heading nowhere. Office job seem to have a knack in drawing out all the negative thoughts.
I think I'm putting too much of a nonchalant front.
Deleted the rest of the entry... Because I'm really not good with words. I got even more fed up while attempting to throw out my thoughts here. Made my mood worse than it already is.
A book of "Last Lecture" is probably the thing to get now. Retail therapy would help a little at the moment, but the tour fund comes first.
No, I'm sure I'm not wallowing in self-pity. If I am, I won't be attempting to improve my life. Things are going to slowly for me and I'm losing my patience quickly. I want to see some result, I want to see if I'm doing it all correctly.
I'll reply "fine", but only because I'm being polite, and solely to keep this greeting going in the conventional way.
I wish I could reply with utmost honesty. "As stagnant as that green pool along Khatib station".
To fill up the emptiness, I've been slotting enrichment classes to my schedule so I could have something to look forward to. It could have been a facade that I'm making the best out of my life, a lie to myself that I'm actually living life. "Viva la Vida". Yet at the end of the day upon this realization, the feeling gets worse than it already is.
I can't tolerate the office job life. But there's a high chance that it will be my rice bowl in future. I'm struggling so desperately to get the hell out of this route to office life, but I seem to be heading nowhere. Office job seem to have a knack in drawing out all the negative thoughts.
I think I'm putting too much of a nonchalant front.
Deleted the rest of the entry... Because I'm really not good with words. I got even more fed up while attempting to throw out my thoughts here. Made my mood worse than it already is.
A book of "Last Lecture" is probably the thing to get now. Retail therapy would help a little at the moment, but the tour fund comes first.
No, I'm sure I'm not wallowing in self-pity. If I am, I won't be attempting to improve my life. Things are going to slowly for me and I'm losing my patience quickly. I want to see some result, I want to see if I'm doing it all correctly.