Happiness
Why can't people just be happy?
Sure, I'm not the most chipper individual myself, downright moody at times, but it seems everyone I care about is worse off. I just want to do something to help them, to keep things enjoyable for all. It almost always seems that when people around me are unhappy, they are unhappy at each other, which makes me feel worse. Why can't the people I call my friends just get along?
Course, I can't think of one good reason to want things to stay this way, besides the fact I just don't want things to change. So even my desire for charity is clouded by my own selfish desires.
*sighs* But right now, I have one request. I just... want people to talk to me. I feel both out of the loop, and right in the middle. I want to understand people, I want to help them.
I want to be a friend. Is that too much to ask?