its time for a new start.
all past entries;deleted.
soon as my mom gets better, im out. its time for me to get on with my life.
update; well my mom isnt doing well at all. she thinks we won the lottery, she thinks that she had a 1000 dollar bill in her wallet... shes on a good one. it scares me to walk in there and shes so out of it she doesnt even know who i am. today she called me my sisters name 3 times. she told me that we were going to a party tonight, and that i was married. its like a bad dream that i just want to wake up out of.
other updates; i think i dug myself a well at work, but i dont give a shit. im tired of their bullcaca. i let them have it the other day. all of them including the manager. there was customers in the restaraunt, people who like to snitch, but i didnt give a crap who heard me. i dont usually flip like that but i had enough of the other girls getting treated better, and me always having to do their work because the manager likes them more. fuck that.
kthx.