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im so fucking sick of people and their shit, especially my parents, if u wanna call them that! they fucking suck, they call this "our family" bull shit, this aint no fucking family. my mom says shes unhappy and leaving my dad, which leaves me with him, but why the fuck isnt she gone yet? shes here for fucking money, thats it, she goes to work, comes home, and goes on aol for the rest of the nite and then goes to bed, what the fuck is that shit, and she still has my dad running around for her ass. i just want the fuck out of here so fucking bad. i cant take it anymore, and then we fight and all this shit, and there is so much shit i wanna say, but no, it will make it worse, cus they never think its their fucking problem. i wish when they yell at me , that would get really bad so i can say all the shit that i think about them. that would be so great, just to get it all out. but if i do, they wont think nothing of it, theyll blame it o n me and ignore it and then just hate me forever. earlier, i was thinkin how if i died right now, their would be nobody at my funeral, cus i dont know many people here, but thats my problem, i choose not to meet new people. too much work, so fuck it all.