I'm just not happy. This was what I realized last night, that despite all the good things that could happen, sadness would eventually creep into me.
I miss high school.
I miss being secure, since college has given me so many reasons not to be.
I miss my friends.
And most of all, I miss being genuinely happy--the feeling that I always feel when I'm with these people...
(photo courtesy of Michael Gutierrez--the one in yellow hehe!)
This is my first blog that's actually open to everyone. All of my previous blogs were only for my contacts, or just certain individuals. So why open this for everyone? Well, here's the reason...
It's just to tell the world how much I love these people. They probably are the best set of friends anyone could ever ask for. We are a solid family. Simply put, they really are my inspiration. They have influenced me in more ways than anyone else in this world ever did. Thank you guys. :)
So world, meet my friends, more often referred to as the Cadlum People. Because of them, I believe that things may really last forever. They always show me what true brotherhood (or siblinghood--if there's such a word) really means. When everything else is a mess, they are the ones who are always there for me, and I've proven that countless times already. I'm really really grateful to have them as friends and I hope, even though we don't see each other that much, each of them knows how much I love them.
That's all. :)