me and amanda = coolest people ever
I would just like to acknowledge the fact that when i am around Amanda (aka my other half) what i look like to other people does not matter. It is sooo wonderful. It's just like,
oh man we are SUCH losers...but we are COOL losers." hahahhahaha. It is so weird how when you are around people you know like you and think you are awesome you are really loud (or at least i am) and crazy, but then like when i am in a group of people who i dont know very well or whatever i actually do not speak. i know why, it is just because i am more confident/comfortable around the people i know, so i can just be free and not worry about anything. God, i love friends. They are so greaaaat. I don't know what i am going to do when lily leaves for Italy :( eeeee.
So the dance..hmmm. I dont know about this one. I am so unprepared for it. I dont have any shoes and i dont know what the crap i'm going to do with my haaair. I hope it doesn't really blow. Amanda and Lily aren't going to be there and i am sad because they are the most outgoing people that i know and i'm worried it won't be as fun if they aren't there. But, i will make it fun! YES. (okay, but i really really dont think it's going to be very good..)
So, last night, watched Requiem for a Dream, holy shit. I can't even describe it. So good, so real, so horrific. Amazing cinematography. But, wow. So disturbing. Especially the last few scenes. I need to read the book.
oh man we are SUCH losers...but we are COOL losers." hahahhahaha. It is so weird how when you are around people you know like you and think you are awesome you are really loud (or at least i am) and crazy, but then like when i am in a group of people who i dont know very well or whatever i actually do not speak. i know why, it is just because i am more confident/comfortable around the people i know, so i can just be free and not worry about anything. God, i love friends. They are so greaaaat. I don't know what i am going to do when lily leaves for Italy :( eeeee.
So the dance..hmmm. I dont know about this one. I am so unprepared for it. I dont have any shoes and i dont know what the crap i'm going to do with my haaair. I hope it doesn't really blow. Amanda and Lily aren't going to be there and i am sad because they are the most outgoing people that i know and i'm worried it won't be as fun if they aren't there. But, i will make it fun! YES. (okay, but i really really dont think it's going to be very good..)
So, last night, watched Requiem for a Dream, holy shit. I can't even describe it. So good, so real, so horrific. Amazing cinematography. But, wow. So disturbing. Especially the last few scenes. I need to read the book.