weird weird weird (ha)
Yeahh, so lately I've been feeling a little weird. I guess just not myself...or something like that. hahahahah sorry, i sound so melodramatic. It's not anything bad or anything just off from the pattern that sadly is my life. Okaaay, anyways, first, it's probably beacause I'm not getting enough sleep. And that results in me not doing my homework as well, thus making my grades go down. But, surprisingly enough, that may not be that case at all because i got my grade printout in English and it said i had an A? Totally weird in my opninion, and i'm not one of those people who is like "ahh you guys im doing sooo badly in all of my classes!!" When in reality im acing them. That is stupid. I don't know, maybe im just worrying more lately? Who knows, I am a weird person.
Another thing that is making me off center is the social scene. I feel distant from my friends. Not that we don't hang out and I dont talk to them at school, because i do. It's just (okay i know this sounds really really corny) that i don't think we're really connecting...we never talk about real things. Amanda and I used to talk like that, but lately we haven't and it makes me sad. And guys are just weird. (yeah, i have definitely said the word 'weird' about 15 times in this entry) Oh well. hmm what else to say? The cheerleading uniforms (new ones) were really ugly, but good news, we are sending them back, but they are still going to be ugly when they return, but this means we can wear our old hot ones for a while more. (good) It was cool when all those people came to the game on Friday. It wasn't cool yesterday when we lost by two points in overtime. :( i hate it when that happens. I'm so bad at cheering up people. Okay, well I'll leave it here for now. Byee Xxxxx (those are kisses) hahahhaha
Another thing that is making me off center is the social scene. I feel distant from my friends. Not that we don't hang out and I dont talk to them at school, because i do. It's just (okay i know this sounds really really corny) that i don't think we're really connecting...we never talk about real things. Amanda and I used to talk like that, but lately we haven't and it makes me sad. And guys are just weird. (yeah, i have definitely said the word 'weird' about 15 times in this entry) Oh well. hmm what else to say? The cheerleading uniforms (new ones) were really ugly, but good news, we are sending them back, but they are still going to be ugly when they return, but this means we can wear our old hot ones for a while more. (good) It was cool when all those people came to the game on Friday. It wasn't cool yesterday when we lost by two points in overtime. :( i hate it when that happens. I'm so bad at cheering up people. Okay, well I'll leave it here for now. Byee Xxxxx (those are kisses) hahahhaha