sorry so silent
a lot has been happening. i'll write a detailed post later, however i have been informed by one matthew smith, zombie hunter extraordinaire, that the past two posts have been negative in regard to himself. i feel it necessary to correct this possible general assessment of his character. he is in fact, a wonderful, sweet, nerdy (which, knowing me, is a good thing), beautiful, megatough prettyboy, and with the exception of the two upsetting moments early in the relationship--he makes me happy.