First kiss at goodbye (Oneshot)

Mar 21, 2013 19:14

Title: First kiss at goodbye (Oneshot)
Pairing: Sunbyung
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Parting/Romance/First times/Heart flutters
Summary: Sunny and Hyomin don't want to say goodbye during Sunny's last day at Invincible Youth.

Hyomin grabbed Sunny’s jacket silently while Hyuna and Yuri were hugging each other in tears. When Shinyoung left them to join the other hugging girls, Hyomin took the chance and dragged her girl a few meters away from the crowd and threw her arms tightly around the girl’s small jacket-covered body, again. A Sudden and emotional gesture, head leaned on her shoulder. She didn’t want to let go. She didn’t want to make a fuss about it.
Sunny swallowed and patted the girl’s fragile back into infinity and it created sobs that couldn’t be stopped.

“Sunny.” Hyomin locked her hands together behind Sunny’s back in the cold, sniffing her nose.”Is this...not a joke? Are you really leaving?” Her voice shook. Sunny’s face was deep in the crook of Hyomin’s neck. Her arms splattered all over Hyomin’s back.
“It’s okay.” Sunny whispered quietly. Maybe more to herself than she would have admitted. “I know it feels like we will see each other next week but, this is the last episode for me, Yuri and-”
“I don’t care about the others, I only care about you. It’s too sad if this is goodbye! We, we haven’t even gotten to do anything…” Hyomin pushed away from the embrace but put her hands on Sunny’s shoulders.
“Hyomin.” Sunny started, holding Hyomin by the waist now. Her eyes moved quickly to the rest of the crowd before meeting Hyomin’s eyes again. “I heard that if the separation is sad between friends, that means when we meet again we’ll be happy.” Sunny smiled, while a tear escaped down her cheek like a bullet. Sunny’s tears were like gold, rarely seen but deeply treasured.
“What? Where did you read that crap.”Hyomin hit Sunny’s shoulder, but couldn’t make it as hard as she wanted. Sunny chuckled. “And who said we were just friends, stupid.” Hyomin bit her lower lip in a soft smile. She was cute, Sunny had thought about a hundred times.” I’d be happy to see you again no matter what.” Hyomin’s unsteady voice resolved in lowering her head in embarrassment as she let her tears fall. Her hands dropped down from Sunny and immediately covered her face.
“I love you very much, Sunny.”
Sunny’s heart tingled to the first time hearing those precious words from her precious girl.
“Here.” Sunny grabbed Hyomin’s hands and held them dearly. “Don’t…don’t be afraid to shine to the camera like I know you can.” She paused to take a breath. “You’re not just someone who follows me. There were moments when I stood behind you, I’m glad I did that.” Hyomin looked up slowly to see Sunny pass her blurry eyes.
“And I …I love you too, so very much.”
Hyomin’s smile was perfect. Sunny thought she looked the happiest and the saddest at the same time. And she didn’t want to just leave her. Their hands tangled together for some time. Sunny wanted to lean in but she knew she couldn’t.
“I want to kiss you right now. I want you to know that.”
Hyomin nodded, sadden by the fact that they wouldn’t have their first kiss yet. They’ve hold on a long time.
In a mutual agreement they both turned and walked back to the people that had become their family. Cherishing the last seconds of warmth, seconds of holding each other’s hand in their own.

It was coming to an end. People started walking away.
Sunny turned to Hyomin in the mist of the flow.
 “It’s time.”
Hands separated slowly, untangling every finger. As Sunny started talking a step away, Hyomin’s tears fell fresh again.
“Don’t go.”
In the kindest way possible, Sunny mouthed. “Stop.” She really was thinking of Hyomin. It was sometimes all she did.
“I want to kiss you too, Sunkyu.” It was noticeably louder but not practically clear because of her teary voice. Sunny’s wide eyes shot around, but it was like no one heard it but her. The sudden meters in between them were already killing them.
The crowd was gradually disappearing into their cars in the distance. Yuri was already in their car, Hyuna was hugging Shinyoung, the camera men were all over the place filming, but some were packing up.

Sunny grabbed her head in frustration but then let them fall like limbs beside her as she faced the blue sky. A million thoughts going around in her head.
The remaining G7 members were in their room changing outfits. But the cameras, all those damn cameras, Sunny thought hard, where did they not put cameras? There were two cameras in G7’s room, but one camera in the kitchen. Only one. And maybe it was gone.

Sunny turned her eyes back to Hyomin, the words it could work and there’s no time were fumbling around in her head.  Hyomin caught a glimpse of it in Sunny’s eyes, and her heart sped up. Sunny had stopped in her trail and that made Hyomin stand on the tip of her toes.
And suddenly Sunny marched to her with rapid steps.
“Hyomin! Let’s walk around the farm one more time before I leave.” Sunny’s perky voice overlapped the square and camera men eyed them. Hyomin’s eyes widened up, she became speechless. Sunny hocked her arm and they walked off. Hyomin fumbled when Sunny glanced back at the camera men and hurried her short legs. Tears slipped from Hyomin’s eyes and she whipped them with her hand. She called for Sunny’s attention but just let the girl drag her without any response.

They made it to the kitchen where Sunny unhooked them both, leaving Hyomin standing in the middle of the small area. Hyomin’s blurry eyes blinked as Sunny, in the somewhat cold weather, removed her jacket and threw it over a camera placed beside the stove.
Okay, okay here we go, Sunny’s heart was beating like she was doing something illegal. And maybe she was. But she turned around, eyed Hyomin and breathed out. She walked towards the girl, stopping. She felt for Hyomin’s hands and when they were snatched with ease. Sunny backed Hyomin onto one of the stone walls and she made a sound at the impact.
“I'm planning on giving you an illegal kiss, right now.”
Hyoymin, letting the words run around in her head for a few seconds, quickly nodded. Her eyes big and curious.
“I’m read-“
And that’s when Sunny clashed their lips together.

paring: sunbyung, fanwork: fanfiction, x: sunny, fandom: snsd, rating: pg-13

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