Who really knows (Oneshot)

Feb 13, 2012 21:23

Title: Who really knows (Oneshot)
Pairing: TaeNy, YulSic, YoonHyun
Rating: G
Genre: Romance/Comfort/Understanding/Curiosity
Summary: Who really knows Taeyeon's true feelings for a certain girl? Or, just in general that she's a bit on the...colorful side. Cause people always talk in school. Seems like everyone has some different thoughts and experiences.

Taeyeon hasn’t really gotten used to liking girls yet. It always comes as a surprise to her when she stares too long at someone. She’s afraid that she will be forever alone in this.

She doesn’t know how to handle those situations yet. Her face turns hot and her hands warm with sweat. She can’t control it and she feels she can’t be like anyone else and tell her friends about who causes it. She pretends having a conversation in her mind where someone she doesn’t know gives her advices, but it’s just Taeyeon giving herself advices, which doesn’t really go anywhere.
She never comes to a conclusion.

Jessica knows, but she doesn’t know it because she’s Taeyeon’s best friend or because she follows rumors. She knows without Taeyeon knowing it because it’s just like that, when you’re on the same side. Taeyeon knows about Jessica. Thinks sometimes when she sees her by her locker she should ask…something. Start a conversation. She doesn’t know yet, she only knows if she comes up to her and stutters she would look completely stupid. So the conversation is still under progress.
Jessica thinks she should hurry up, they are too alike.

Sunny also knows, only because she walked Taeyeon home one day after school after Taeyeon got teased by some boys during gym class for being, well, something that made Sunny question the girl carefully.
That night they became best friends.

Hyoyeon doesn’t know, neither does Sooyoung - Taeyeon’s inner circle. However they have talked together about the possibility of it, and have already gotten used to it being true. So they think if ever, whenever, Taeyeon decides to tell them, they will tell her they still love her.

Yoona knows more than people assume she should. She isn’t one to believe every rumor in school, but if she has a hunch about something, it usually means it’s true. Just like her feelings for Seohyun. Yoona would confront Taeyeon and tell her she isn’t alone. But just like everyone else she has fears, it takes time but she is collecting courage from here and there. After all, Taeyeon is way older.
But way shorter.

Seohyun also knows much more than people assume. She knows Yoona has feelings for her because of an accidental night Yoona doesn’t seem to remember due to heavy liquor. Seohyun has the ability to take in a lot of information and analyze it until they are only bread crumbs in front of her being separated left and right. She thinks of the positive parts of confronting Yoona and tells herself she should have the courage to be the one to confess if the positive books stocks higher. She thinks about the negative effects. She’s way too shy to act if she got bullied, cause this is always a possibility.
At first she didn't think anyone could ever feel this way about another girl. How can someone you’ve only seen and not spoken to catch your attention by just passing by? Seohyun is still analyzing that part, not sure in what pile it should be placed in.
Oh, and she sometimes wonders if the shorter older girl named Taeyeon-she checked up-at her school once checked out her butt during that fire drill practice a while ago.

Yuri is a little scared. Jessica likes to snuggle she has been taught. No one has seen Jessica snuggle onto a guy, ever, not one time. Yuri doesn’t think too much, lie, she thinks a lot and everyone in school talks about it. There’s this memory that Yuri can’t seem to stop thinking about that brings her to the question where she asks herself is she likes Jessica more than just, the normal way. It included very close holding and her breath on Yuri’s neck, and skipping class. She would shiver remembering, look around, and close her eyes. She would be disappointed remembering Jessica was asleep, she would get excited when she would change the memory and imaged Jessica being fully awake.

There is someone who Taeyeon figures will never know. Since her moral is always disappointing her. If the beautiful girl were to find out, all of this would look ridiculous she thinks, her friends, her thoughts and her non actions. What good is an intention if it doesn’t lead anywhere?

Tiffany doesn’t know, but she wonders about Sunny’s random acts and talks. When she asks what she thinks of a short girl in another class, isn’t she allowed to be a little suspicious?
And perhaps, a little intrigued?

fanwork: fanfiction, pairing: yoonhyun, pairing: taeny, fandom: snsd, pairing: yulsic, rating: g

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