Alrighty Then...

[kakes101]

HI GUYS

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Re: hmmm

[kakes101]

Thank you for your comment. It's much appreciated that you view my site. However, I believe you may have misunderstood my post. I don't hate to think about the old times. It's just difficult to watch people pass you by in a place that you shared so many memories with them. I don't hate them. I hate what we've become. Also, I'm not the one to flinch when I see them. There are times when I would love more than anything to just hug them and tell them that I love them. But because of our past, because of a series of horrible events that have happened between us, that just won't happen. Actually I'm not trying to say that I want that to happen. I've been told on several accounts that I'm a much happier person without these people in my life. These people have hurt me very badly and, yes, I will admit that I am partially to blame. Yet, I'm still very angry. Very hurt. In spite of that, I still think about them very frequently. In response to your final sentence, I appreciate your concern but I will never forget the memories I've made. Actually, one of my best friends made me a scrapbook that begins with the quote "never forget the home you're leaving, the friends you've made, or the memories that will last forever." These people will always live deep in my heart, no matter how much I dislike them at this point. I don't hate, it's too strong of a word.
In conclusion, I thank you for your concern,anonymous. I hope that somewhere there are people out there that show care and concern for you and make attempts to play the devil's advocate in times of your need. Please continue reading my live journal and best of luck in all that you do. Maybe next time, you can sign your name.
~Kakes