Oct 27, 2004 00:07
Well let me tell u whats been going on. Ok so about last week i was having a really horrible week i was so out of it and then to top it off on Friday at the Game Santos shows up and im like oh great now i have to see him and i dont want to. blah blah.... So them i come home from the game and i am totally siked cuz we are going to the valley the next morning so i go to bed so i can get some sleep for the weekend. Well around 2:30 my phone rings i look at the face and it says Santos. Well im thinking im dreaming cuz why would he be calling me? Well i answer it and he is like hey what are u doing? Im like ummm are u drunk why are u calling me? Well then he is like i just wanted to tell you im sorry for the way i treated you yada yada....and im not drunk but i needed to talk to u and tell u i was sorry. so im like blah blah i tell him how i feel and all that and so we talk till like 5 in the morning and my mom walks in and is going who are u talking to and 5 IN THE MORNING?!!! and i tell her and she is like oh and walks out. so then we hang up i get an our of sleep wake up and am sicker than sick for the rest of the weekend, had fun in Mexico but i was so sick it was horrible. Came home Sunday and i havent been to school since Friday so i think Rita and Elena are mad at me but u know what i could careless cuz even though they are my 2 best friends it really doesnt concern them when i am sick. And I AM sick! A person doesnt have to sound sick to be sick. How many times do i have to tell everyone i would rather be at school than at home, its so boring being at home but i cant help being sick. Then i get a letter in the mail today from Mrs. Roberts threating to fail me because of my absences which pisses me off cuz they have a not from my doctor sayin i may miss a lot of school because of my condition and she had said that was fine in my ARD meeting and to my face as long as i go to school as much as possible. I should get these people to put it in writing so when they want to take me to court i can show the damn juge and get a freakin Lawyer so i can sue their asses! And i dont know why they are messing with it cuz they know what its like to F*** with my mom and u would think by now they would have learned not to..... Anywho i AM going to school tomorrow and everyone needs to get over me missing school cuz i cant help it and its no one but mine and my parents business. So stop being mad at something so stupid and get over it.