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Apr 07, 2007 03:03

I'm not sure why I'm doing this, but a friend of mine suggested that writing a journal is good to preserve your sanity. I'm not sure how true is it, but you sure have nothing to loose by doing it...

So, this will be my first post.

Work

My company has just embarked on a HUGE System Revamp and I have been assigned as the Project Manager....Arrrggghhhh.....*not that I'm trying to shed of my respossibility here*...hahahahah. Anyway, we had our final requirements meeting this morning and managed to clarify quite a few ambiguos things with the IT /vendor team. On the whole, it was an interesting meeting and might I add as fruitful one too, in spite of the fact that I was clowning around just to get the tension out of the whole team, which by the way is my speciality.

I hate to work where the admosphere is too tense. And by the look of things, i think my team and I got our work cut out for us for the next 12 months or so. Looking at the brighter side of things, the project is perfect to cater my *lust* for different challenges well satisfied.....hahahahahaha

Personal

I guess I overdid it today in the gym and now I'm all sore.

I hate it when she's not around. Things get very boring and so, like always I drowned my sorrows by running on the threadmil to the point of collapsing and then totally straining every part of my muscles by doing extra weights. Shit ! What was I thinking.

Re-read   
shi_chan   Roommmate series and got suddenly nostalgic. God, I'm such a dork sometimes, but some of the scenes in her stories really brought back old memories. I guess to sum up my predicament  in 3 simple words would be : " I MISS HER ! "

Maybe I should start inking the drawing for my doujinshi....Hmmmm...that won't do either sine *Iruka* reminds me sooooo much of her....Shit ! I'm a pathetic case.

Sometimes I wonder what she sees in me when she calls me her Kakashi ( btw she's a KakaIru fanatic). Sure, I'm  ok looking, tall, built and cursed with a complexion that can never ever be tanned (* and to top it all, I have platinum bonde hair...Arrrggghhhhh....why can't I be born looking like....like....Hugh Jackman or Tom Cruise !!!!!)
Honestly, I'm not really sure if she sees kakashi in me or me in Kakashi......I'm sooooo depresssed !

Maybe I should have kept my big mouth shut....Maybe then we might not have argued before she went to Spain. It will be 2 weeks before she gets back and I'm not sure if i should call....SHIT ! 

rambling

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