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I really have entered a familiar Realm and i don't understand how it keeps happening.
Maybe it's the people i know.
Maybe it's the places i go.
Maybe it's me.
Maybe it's what i do.
Or maybe some things should just... never be said.
Confused, angry, upset, heartbroken, betrayed, mislead... many more emotions i can't even begin to discribe.
I started to sleep well until about 4 nights ago. Now i'm back to where i began. I've had 2-3 hours in the last 5 days.
This kills me.
The things that are running through my head every minute of my day is unbareable and i wish i could drown it out.
....Why do i waste time on people i care so so so much about when i know i'm unhappy or will get so badly hurt? What happened to the people i just had pure fun with and was never judged by anything i did?
Where are you?
Maybe it's the people i know.
Maybe it's the places i go.
Maybe it's me.
Maybe it's what i do.
Or maybe some things should just... never be said.
Confused, angry, upset, heartbroken, betrayed, mislead... many more emotions i can't even begin to discribe.
I started to sleep well until about 4 nights ago. Now i'm back to where i began. I've had 2-3 hours in the last 5 days.
This kills me.
The things that are running through my head every minute of my day is unbareable and i wish i could drown it out.
....Why do i waste time on people i care so so so much about when i know i'm unhappy or will get so badly hurt? What happened to the people i just had pure fun with and was never judged by anything i did?
Where are you?