Jan 03, 2009 14:13
Have you ever trusted someone so much, ever believed that you had such a close friendship with them that you thought that you didn't need to lie or you could never lie to them? Ever thought that about someone else? That they couldn't lie to you?
I don't understand why they would. i don't understand how someone you are so close to can distroy a friendship by just doing or saying one thing. Fuck.
I now know what it's like to be lied to. To be betrayed. To have someone you're so close to not even visit you when you haven't seen them for fuck knows how long and not even TELL you they're in the same town?
WHY.
This just shows me what a TRUE friend is like. a TRUE friend would be dying to catch up with you. They would be calling each time something has happened in their life which is worth discussing about with your BEST FRIEND. They would want get up to mischef like you used to.
But just because they are with someone else for the time being doesn't mean you can't leave them alone for one day to see your BEST FRIEND. Fuck.
Nup. i can't do it. not after everything we've been through. the fact that you can't confront me about ONE thing as well. i don't want to deal with you anymore. you're not worth it. and you most likely think the same about me too. Fuck it.