Hiya babes. long time no C
Been sending a lot of snailmail lately... post cards, letters...
and I got engaged. I have a birthday sooner or later, or pretty soon one and a half weeks time...
I have school couple of days of the week. It's some sort of recovery school taken after some NHS programme from the UK. bleh
And umpfff... I've been knitting scarves and making bead jewellery like charms and necklaces. Not sold anything yet! though!
I'm on two injections now of drugs, hopefully getting rid of the first one. Hmm... Yes, that one on which several people have experienced over 50 kilos weight gain, including myself.
But hey.. as long as depression meds keep me happy and I can still look in the mirror... that's a miracle, peoples.
Hum...yes. This morning sucked, because I had to find my mobile phone from under the refridgerator and was a bit late from an appointment with a social worker. I wonder what they will achieve with that since I'm there only 5 minutes and we don't talk much.
Aaaanyways, also comments on my kitujainen.com blog sucked cock, so I had a fucking annoying afternoon. It got better calming down and having a video chat with my fiancé (I don't know if men are called fiancés, duh)
And it's been a happy day considering all the shit in my life like being called fat and ugly and stupid every day on my blog, which I know I'm not, but someone just has some kind of grudge on me? I don't publish the comments, but bohoo.
Yo, fat ass cow cunt. I watched Precious the movie today and it made me feel small. Compared to some States obese folk, I am tiny. I can still get my thighs back, if I wanted too and wasn't so passivésized
uhuu. cum. I was just going to test how much cursing I could fit into this post whether lj peoples would notice and ban my whole account (surely not because of swearing, though??)
I just have not read this in years, this livejournal acc, and if you asked me while I had food in my mouth or distracted, I could just say the Hell with this journal, delete it, I *don't care*...
so how did you find my journal??? though. are you a bot? are you still a friend? Well, I can tell you I came here today to write because I still get a notification of someone's birthday once in a while.
So, happy birthday me, on my mid-twenties and over. Not a grudge has passed, since I spent my best years in mental health *CARE*
recovering my ass. I've been myself this all the time and somehow I get glimpses back what my life was like through maybe I dunno... a workout song playlist, or some hidden gem I find statemenst in my cupboards or whatever storage I have full of stuff, that is not current anymore. Behold my writing skills... I heard my English was fantastic from my teacher, from another teacher...
I guess so. Oh thee thou art in my blog reading, since I shall not return in a long while, again... I promise this was just a visit, which I can't repeat ever so often, almost never-like, yea yea. byeh
10101010101010. cough.
and I got engaged. I have a birthday sooner or later, or pretty soon one and a half weeks time...
I have school couple of days of the week. It's some sort of recovery school taken after some NHS programme from the UK. bleh
And umpfff... I've been knitting scarves and making bead jewellery like charms and necklaces. Not sold anything yet! though!
I'm on two injections now of drugs, hopefully getting rid of the first one. Hmm... Yes, that one on which several people have experienced over 50 kilos weight gain, including myself.
But hey.. as long as depression meds keep me happy and I can still look in the mirror... that's a miracle, peoples.
Hum...yes. This morning sucked, because I had to find my mobile phone from under the refridgerator and was a bit late from an appointment with a social worker. I wonder what they will achieve with that since I'm there only 5 minutes and we don't talk much.
Aaaanyways, also comments on my kitujainen.com blog sucked cock, so I had a fucking annoying afternoon. It got better calming down and having a video chat with my fiancé (I don't know if men are called fiancés, duh)
And it's been a happy day considering all the shit in my life like being called fat and ugly and stupid every day on my blog, which I know I'm not, but someone just has some kind of grudge on me? I don't publish the comments, but bohoo.
Yo, fat ass cow cunt. I watched Precious the movie today and it made me feel small. Compared to some States obese folk, I am tiny. I can still get my thighs back, if I wanted too and wasn't so passivésized
uhuu. cum. I was just going to test how much cursing I could fit into this post whether lj peoples would notice and ban my whole account (surely not because of swearing, though??)
I just have not read this in years, this livejournal acc, and if you asked me while I had food in my mouth or distracted, I could just say the Hell with this journal, delete it, I *don't care*...
so how did you find my journal??? though. are you a bot? are you still a friend? Well, I can tell you I came here today to write because I still get a notification of someone's birthday once in a while.
So, happy birthday me, on my mid-twenties and over. Not a grudge has passed, since I spent my best years in mental health *CARE*
recovering my ass. I've been myself this all the time and somehow I get glimpses back what my life was like through maybe I dunno... a workout song playlist, or some hidden gem I find statemenst in my cupboards or whatever storage I have full of stuff, that is not current anymore. Behold my writing skills... I heard my English was fantastic from my teacher, from another teacher...
I guess so. Oh thee thou art in my blog reading, since I shall not return in a long while, again... I promise this was just a visit, which I can't repeat ever so often, almost never-like, yea yea. byeh
10101010101010. cough.