just moved!!
Well I moved into my new place today...its pretty cool but the only parts that are full are the bedrooms. Its so lonely. I havent actually really been on my own, Ive always had an adult figure living with me exept when I went to england. I really enjoyed living with the lady that I lived with but that part of my life is now over and I must move on! Sad though, I miss her, and I miss my little room under the stairs. I feel like I am so far away from everything that I know. I feel like I just moved even further away from my boyfriend and I cant just drive over their quickly to see him. I know everything will be ok I just really hate moving. My money situation isnt very good either. I have barely enough to get by. Living off of the visa at the moment so I have no idea how I am supposed to be paying my bills. The thing is is that I cant get a job that makes more than fifty bucks a week or els they will revoke my student loan. I cant get a line of credit because I am a student. Wow the government sure likes to fuck us over thats for sure!!!! Other than that I need to pick up the pace with school to...my marks are really good for the things I do...top in the class actually but their are days that I need to make up and they think that im not dedicated.Wow I am so tired, here I am typing all this out and I need to be sleeping so that way I can start fresh with school.....but the thing is is I saw a spider in my room and I am absolutely petrified of them and now I cant sleep withough thinking about it. This isnt really helping either but it was worth a try. This is going to be suck a long week...well untill next time...good night..
This too shall pass!
This too shall pass!