words cant describe it...

[kajo_]

i broke down into tears last night,
but he was there to hold me
and to take care of me.

hes slowly starting to understand it all.
as am i.

he gives me new perspectives on it all.
which is good.
lets me know whats actually happening
instead of what i think i know
because now i know.
that im tired of trying.
trying to live up to everyones expectations.

he told me i only have 6 weeks left.
before i can leave everything else behind
and never look back
thank god.

but a year has passed
and im happier than ever
its the little things that matter.
he always tells me

i feel bad cause i make him worry
that i might really not be alright
i try to cover it.
but he knows
he knows too well.
everything thats happening he can figure out
i hate it
but i love it
the fact that he knows me that well.