I don't know.... I just....
i can't even write a full recap right now. my brain just doesn't want to relive this episode at the moment.
You know that feeling everyone has been feeling this season. the something just isn't right about everything to do with this season feeling.
I've been feeling it a bit.. you know, I really wanted to keep the faith though, not talking sh*t about it.. saying things will work out.. they always do... but tonight. my heart actually broke. like I was crying. actually.
I love angst with the brothers. but I love it when they're both in it together. supporting each others angst.. you know. This.. this?! I cannot physically/mentally handle.
please excuse my french ...but
Sam Winchester. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
I'm so upset with him. I understand something isn't right. I do. I get it Sam. Hell did something to you. I don't know what it is. but we seriously need to fix you. and NOW! because my heart can't take it.
What you did you Dean tonight was so over the line.. that the line is dot! (friends reference there)
YOU JUST STOOD THERE!!!! JUST STOOD THERE AND WATCHED THAT THING ATTACK YOUR BROTHER!
As for Samuel... Im leaning now.. towards... him being good? maybe? anyone else get that vibe from him tonight?
up until now, I thought he was evil. doing something to Sam. but now... I'm not so sure about that.
And the Alpha things again? I can't wrap my mind around why they are tracking and hunting Alphas of Supernatural beings.
Anyways.
This is short episode post for me this week.
my squee is gone right now. but It will be back. always is. I love you Supernatural don't you forget it.
I need to go watch some Season 1 now.. to see my favorite brothers back in love
k-bye
PS I could use a Hug