I haven't updated in a year!

Jan 14, 2012 01:26


Well, almost a year. 11 months.

It's strange, my life has run in circles a thousand times in the last eleven months. I've had my second mildly serious relationship, I lived with a boy (it was just a terrifying as I imagined it would be), I broke another boy's heart... I ran plenty of circles around jobs and figuring out which way to go with my life... I found out some dark secrets from someone I'd trusted... And somehow I was able to trust them one more time.

Matt is back in my life again. I guess he never really left, but in some ways he has been sliding back into my life in pieces. First the back and forth just as "special friends", then when you pushed me away and I found someone else, but I still hung on to you as a friend, and those feelings started to crawl back... and now somehow we're back together, and I'm starting to wonder how.

And I feel like I had more to write but now I'm sucked into Nikita and I can't focus my thoughts anymore.

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