Pin-up Pen Pal
Ok. So I'm sitting on my bed studying for my midterm tomorrow... and "Green Onions" starts playing on my Supernatural playlist. Then, for no reason what-so-ever, I think about Chase. My eyebrows drew down in an imitation of Castiel's "I-don't-understand-why-I-love-hamburgers-so-much" face, and I thought sadly about how I didn't get a chance to see him this weekend.
This thought was followed by a sigh, as I realized it probably wasn't going to culminate into anything any time soon. I then thought about what my mom told me last night when she was teasing me about him until my face was red: "Even if nothing happens between the two of you, you can still write him letters while he's in bootcamp and overseas. That's what I did with your father, kept him alive!" (She winked at me, and I wasn't sure what to think.)
So I've been sitting on that idea. Well why wouldn't I write to him? I haven't had a pen pal since Andrew when I was young, or Elizabeth when she lived in Boston. I miss being a pen pal. There's something stupidly adorable about sending and receiving snail mail.
My mind retreated back to this concept. Well, we were already doing a distance thing. Flirting by phone. It makes me feel giddy thinking about it. I never thought I could be coy or dirty, let alone through the phone... and I love that he always gets my references and sends one right back at me! Hehe, I'm blushing thinking about this. Oh God, embarrassing.
ANYway, I was thinking: it's probably not going to go anywhere. We flirt, but there's no real destination to it. We're both having lots of fun with it, and I think we're both curious, but also realistic. So why not be his pen pal? I can send him cute letters while he's away to make him smile, and who knows! Maybe we'll meet again when he comes back from overseas. We'll both be in the military by then, if nothing we'll become good long-term friends! :) It'll be secretly romantic, I think. UGH, I can't stop blushing, I'm such a fucking girl!
Whatever. Anyway.
So. I was thinking mischievously what I would send to him. Probably just long letters about stuff going on, making jokes, asking how his tour is going, blah blah... but I'd throw in a special thing into each letter. This is the kicker: I'll put a picture of a classic pin-up girl in each letter (classy ones). It'll stay flirty but I'm only suffering the dignity of the models.
I like this idea, it makes me feel clever and devious. Hehe... devious.
My mood matches my entry's avatar perfectly. >:D *grin*
This thought was followed by a sigh, as I realized it probably wasn't going to culminate into anything any time soon. I then thought about what my mom told me last night when she was teasing me about him until my face was red: "Even if nothing happens between the two of you, you can still write him letters while he's in bootcamp and overseas. That's what I did with your father, kept him alive!" (She winked at me, and I wasn't sure what to think.)
So I've been sitting on that idea. Well why wouldn't I write to him? I haven't had a pen pal since Andrew when I was young, or Elizabeth when she lived in Boston. I miss being a pen pal. There's something stupidly adorable about sending and receiving snail mail.
My mind retreated back to this concept. Well, we were already doing a distance thing. Flirting by phone. It makes me feel giddy thinking about it. I never thought I could be coy or dirty, let alone through the phone... and I love that he always gets my references and sends one right back at me! Hehe, I'm blushing thinking about this. Oh God, embarrassing.
ANYway, I was thinking: it's probably not going to go anywhere. We flirt, but there's no real destination to it. We're both having lots of fun with it, and I think we're both curious, but also realistic. So why not be his pen pal? I can send him cute letters while he's away to make him smile, and who knows! Maybe we'll meet again when he comes back from overseas. We'll both be in the military by then, if nothing we'll become good long-term friends! :) It'll be secretly romantic, I think. UGH, I can't stop blushing, I'm such a fucking girl!
Whatever. Anyway.
So. I was thinking mischievously what I would send to him. Probably just long letters about stuff going on, making jokes, asking how his tour is going, blah blah... but I'd throw in a special thing into each letter. This is the kicker: I'll put a picture of a classic pin-up girl in each letter (classy ones). It'll stay flirty but I'm only suffering the dignity of the models.
I like this idea, it makes me feel clever and devious. Hehe... devious.
My mood matches my entry's avatar perfectly. >:D *grin*