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i hardly have words to say. what is there to say when you find out that someone that you've loved has committed suicide. there's so much raw emotion. overwhelming grief.. immense sadness.. anger that consumes you so much to make you sick to your stomach. tears. so many tears.. and questions. is there something i could have done? i don't know. but here i am releasing these words in an effort to try and process some of these thoughts. does it make a difference? i don't know. but here i am, mourning the death of a girl that i once said the words, "i love you" to. Rachel Anuhea, i pray you are safe in the arms of jesus now.