Dec 30, 2008 22:38
STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs.
K - "Killing Me" by Sugarcult [Great chorus and just a good Sugarcult song]
E - "Even If It Kills Me" by Motion City Soundtrack [Stubbornness mixed with ridiculous MCS music]
L - "Lost in the Woods" by Taproot [One of my all time favorite songs - usually good for thinking to/on]
S - "Seventeen Ain't So Sweet" by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus [Neither is 18, so here's hoping for 19]
E - "Evil Angel" by Breaking Benjamin [I love this band and this song is frequently in my head and my thoughts.
Y - "You're Not Alone" by Saosin [Just listen to it. Good song, depressing as it is.]
STEP TWO:
- Birth date: 6/11
- Nickname: Master to some, nothing to others.
- Eye Color: Blue/Green/Grey
- Hair Color: Black (naturally very dark brown)
- Zodiac Sign: Gemini
STEP THREE:
-The shoes you wore today: None - too sick to ever get dressed. Though I wore sweater socks due to the cold.
- Your weaknesses: Defeat - any time I feel defeated (whether by a person or concept) I lose focus quickly and have a hard time getting back on my feet to rechallenge the issue.
- Your fear(s): Continuing to be alone. It's getting difficult to deal with and I don't like the feeling at all.
- Your perfect pizza: Cheese and hot wings. Like the one at Aki's party...
- Goal you’d like to achieve:To find someone to spend a good deal, if not all, of my life with.
STEP FOUR:
- Your best physical feature: Eyes.
- Your bedtime?: Depends on the time of year. During classes, 9-10. Breaks, 12-2.
- Most missed memory?: Feeling like I meant the world to someone and knowing that they, at one point, meant the same to me.
STEP FIVE:
This Or That…
- Pepsi or Coke? Coke.
- McDonald’s or Burger King: Burger King
- Adidas or Nike: Adidas.
- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ick, neither.
- Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
- Cappuccino or coffee: Neither.
STEP SIX:
Do You…
- Smoke: No.
- Curse: Out of habit. Constantly.
- Sing: In the car and on Rock Band/Guitar Hero
- Dance: No.
- Take a shower everyday: If not twice.
- Have a crush:Sort of. Kind of. I don't know.
- Do you think you’ve been in love?: No.
- Want to go to college: For some reason I'd like to stay there.
- Like high school: Yes and no.
- Want to get married: Someday, hopefully, maybe.
- Get motion sickness: In the passenger side of the car and while reading in a car.
- Think you’re attractive: Somedays. Not today or much lately.
- Think you’re a health freak: Nonono.
- Get along with your parents: One usually, the other almost never.
STEP SEVEN:
In the past month…
- Gone to the mall: Yes.
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Not in the past month sadly.
- Eaten Sushi: I don't remember x.x Maybe?
- Been on stage: No.
- Gone skating: Not since my concussion.
- Made homemade cookies: No.
- Gone Skinny dipping: Nope.
- Stolen anything: Not that I recall.
STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yes.
- If so, was it mixed company: Yes? I think. I have a horrible memory.
-- Flashed anyone: No.
- Been beaten up: Not without immediate rebuttal of the painful variety.
- Shoplifted: Yes.
STEP NINE:
- Age you hope to be married: 30? 40? I have no idea. Before I die.
- Numbers of Children: At the moment, none. Not fond of kids.
- Describe your Dream Wedding: My husband to be singing the Mario Kart love song to me and then we all break into Thriller.
- What country would you most like to visit? Japan.
STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
- Best eye color?: I usually like Dark, but I can be persuaded rather easily. Just have to be pretty eyes.
- Best hair color?:Dark hair. Dark blonde at the lightest.
- Short hair or long hair?: Shaggy hair.
- Height: Average - I don't like a huge difference between me and him.
STEP ELEVEN:
- Number of people I could trust with my life: Don't know. Maybe 5?
- Number of CDs that I own: 20-30? I got into piracy right as I got into serious music collecting.
- Number of tattoos: 0
- Number of piercings: 2
Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday?
My mom and my dogs.
What woke you up this morning?
The fact that I was spitting up blood from my throat.
Where are you?
In my bed.
Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
Hope so, but I really really doubt it.
Do you like anybody?
This was already asked... but I suppose a bit.
Ever thrown up in public?
Several times. All due to bad meal choices.
Passed out because of alcohol?
Once.
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW?
Answering this question. But before that it was hoping that someone could take a hint but knowing they can't. Ugh.
What kind of home would you like?
A widespread house with only one story and a courtyard in the middle.
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Happy with someone and myself.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Med school or crying that I'm not.
IN GENERAL
Do you like candy necklaces?
They're kind of gross.
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?
A few weeks ago when Dante dragged me outside and crushed my hand. Again.
Do you listen to music every day?
Yes.
Do you still go trick or treating?
No, too lazy.
What was the last thing you ate?
Hot and Sour soup.
Are you a fast typer?
Very. It makes me impatient when other people aren't.
What's your favorite type of soda?
Diet Dr. Pepper.
Have you ever moved?
Once that I remember, but one other time when I was like... 2 months old.
Have you ever won an award?
A few.
Are you listening to music right now?
Nope.
How long until your birthday?
5 months and some weeks.
When were you the saddest in your whole life?
When my first dog died and I realized he was the only thing keeping me happy at that time.
What time is it?
10:29PM
Do you use ebay to buy or sell?
No, don't trust people.
Who makes you mad?
At one point or another, just about everyone.
Have you ever had a song written about you?
A poem, but... that isn't something I'd like to talk about.
Something you want to happen in 2009?
Maintaining a 4.07 or higher (not going to happen), finding that guy I've been looking for... you know, things that just won't.
Summer 2009?
Internship, inheritance for no reason
Honestly, do you miss 2007?
Not at all.
HONESTY SECTION
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
Blue. I had to look x.x
2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
I don't even know, so stop asking...
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Talking to Sarah, thinking about how to tell if a bone is broken, hating being sick... I'm multitasking.
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
No? I dunno.
8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Please stop saying "honestly." My mom.
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
Every moment of every day.
10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
Failure and other people.
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
Only when I'm stressed or sick.
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
Never.
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
Yes and no.
14. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now?
Probably? I dunno.
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?
Kind of. Some days. Depends.
17. Honestly, are you in denial?
If I am, I'm very good at it.. ..Yes I am.
18. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat?
No.
19. Honestly, do you like anyone?
I'm not answering this anymore.
20. Honestly, does anyone like you?
This question only applies to people with boyfriends or girlfriends. Or omniscience.
ANGER SECTION
1. What do you do when you’re mad?
Yell. Or write. Then destroy the writing.
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?
Beaten the crap out of my brother. He then moved out.
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
Yes. On a few occasions.
4. Do you swear when you’re mad?
Incoherently.
CRYING SECTION
1.When was the last time you actually cried?
Today on several occasions.
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
A lot actually.
3. Do certain songs make you cry?
Plenty of them.
4. What usually makes you cry?
Scrubs. x.x
HAPPY SECTION
1. Are you usually a happy person?
Not really.
2. What makes you the happiest?
Winning/Success
4. Do you believe in yourself?
Once in a while.
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
If I think they're honest.