the signs of when people have the lamest excuses to leave you :).
so yea...it seems im having some personal issues with the one i have named "my asian goddess"..who is losing such a title very soon as well as the one who has supported her for 6years,but hey..what can i do right? it isnt my fault or feelings that change the minds of others when i let them be individually themselves to make their own freewill decisions :).
right?
anyhow..
"I'm so confused by this... for a while we didn't speak much, and you didn't come to chat ( I didn't mind, you were busy ...I know this) I had told you about how I feel regarding puretwisted. You said you were okay with it, yet when I observe how you have been acting, It feels like you are being jealous, and you know how I am about that. I'm sorry love, it is just how I feel. I hate what I am doing to you. That I affect you in this way bothers me deeply."
uh huh...yea...i am hurt by this...but i wont let it bother me.
oh...and...
"I'm hoping things will settle down with you. Oddly enough I can already hear your argument about what I am saying. But, I think that a little time is needed at the moment. I feel too much pressure coming from you and it is not what I want to feel. When I return to California, I will respond , but not right now. We can discuss things then, and see if we can work things out between us...provided that is what you would want to do as well."
im sorry..what was that? do i see an oxymoron there? i sure in the hell do dont i :).that little "little time needed at the moment" seems to say "sorry,im not interested anymore".im sure alot fo you would agree to this.and how is it that one feels pressure,when those people havnt spoken to eachother in awhile?
HAH!.
anyway...yea..this is done..and im done with this :).moving on with my life and...things...
again,if anyone wants to do anything...gimme a call :P.
right?
anyhow..
"I'm so confused by this... for a while we didn't speak much, and you didn't come to chat ( I didn't mind, you were busy ...I know this) I had told you about how I feel regarding puretwisted. You said you were okay with it, yet when I observe how you have been acting, It feels like you are being jealous, and you know how I am about that. I'm sorry love, it is just how I feel. I hate what I am doing to you. That I affect you in this way bothers me deeply."
uh huh...yea...i am hurt by this...but i wont let it bother me.
oh...and...
"I'm hoping things will settle down with you. Oddly enough I can already hear your argument about what I am saying. But, I think that a little time is needed at the moment. I feel too much pressure coming from you and it is not what I want to feel. When I return to California, I will respond , but not right now. We can discuss things then, and see if we can work things out between us...provided that is what you would want to do as well."
im sorry..what was that? do i see an oxymoron there? i sure in the hell do dont i :).that little "little time needed at the moment" seems to say "sorry,im not interested anymore".im sure alot fo you would agree to this.and how is it that one feels pressure,when those people havnt spoken to eachother in awhile?
HAH!.
anyway...yea..this is done..and im done with this :).moving on with my life and...things...
again,if anyone wants to do anything...gimme a call :P.