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this isnt any relation to whats going on with the others as i dont care about it..because it isnt my business,its for them to deal with...but i feel like a total fuck up...just..a serious total fuck up..i shouldnt even have been born...or survived my childhood days..
yes im depressed,yes im STRESSED,no i cant do anything about it,no im not going to listen to suggestions or shit like that.
i just feel i cant fucking do ANYTHING right anymore...all of my abilities have dropped tenfold...i..just..cant..shake this...its eating away at my from the inside and it fucking hurts.
i feel like ive lost the whole foundation of who the fuck i really am..i no longer feel nice,ive been really snappy lately.. and all of my defensive walls are crashing down..and im turning into someone im not.
its unavoidable...
i..just dont know anymore....maybe work has me really stressed,maybe my hermit self has me stressed..maybe i havnt been able to get out as much as id like to,i dont know what it is.
i just feel like..i wanna be held...or something..
*just crawls back into whatever hole i came out of....*
yes im depressed,yes im STRESSED,no i cant do anything about it,no im not going to listen to suggestions or shit like that.
i just feel i cant fucking do ANYTHING right anymore...all of my abilities have dropped tenfold...i..just..cant..shake this...its eating away at my from the inside and it fucking hurts.
i feel like ive lost the whole foundation of who the fuck i really am..i no longer feel nice,ive been really snappy lately.. and all of my defensive walls are crashing down..and im turning into someone im not.
its unavoidable...
i..just dont know anymore....maybe work has me really stressed,maybe my hermit self has me stressed..maybe i havnt been able to get out as much as id like to,i dont know what it is.
i just feel like..i wanna be held...or something..
*just crawls back into whatever hole i came out of....*