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im pissed that i let you make me pissed and im sad that i let you make me sad. but for some reason, i couldnt help it, it just kind of happened.
Now you still speak of day old hate
Though your whole world has gone up into flames
And isn’t it great to find that you’re really worth nothing
And how safe it is to feel safe
i just feel like i cant ever make the right decisions, or make up my mind.
i think just need something good to happen. i feel like im always letting myself.. or everyone else down. its like living a life walking on eggshells perhaps?
im hoping now that school has calmed down and eased things will get better. i mean, they have to right?
ugh, fuck feeling like this... every day.
i think what i need is a vacation from life. to get out of this funk, and back into the swing of things.
im so tired of applogizing to myself for you.
i wish someone understood how i feel, but i dont even know how to explain it. this is as good as i can get.. but i assure you, it sucks.
Now you still speak of day old hate
Though your whole world has gone up into flames
And isn’t it great to find that you’re really worth nothing
And how safe it is to feel safe
i just feel like i cant ever make the right decisions, or make up my mind.
i think just need something good to happen. i feel like im always letting myself.. or everyone else down. its like living a life walking on eggshells perhaps?
im hoping now that school has calmed down and eased things will get better. i mean, they have to right?
ugh, fuck feeling like this... every day.
i think what i need is a vacation from life. to get out of this funk, and back into the swing of things.
im so tired of applogizing to myself for you.
i wish someone understood how i feel, but i dont even know how to explain it. this is as good as i can get.. but i assure you, it sucks.