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well friday i closed then went to mikes left around .... 6:30 ugh. saturday went to feddy's and for the first time in a while me and lija split up and i went to Mike's and we smoked and watch aqua team hunger fource for a while it was fun then i left around 4 again. went to the beach w/ my dad the next day and im burnt i fell asleep for a while until someone called my phone and woke me up thank god for them. came home mike came over and we went to caila's and smoked got ice cream went to rj's and then came here his parents came home so he went home to check in and everything well just after he pulled out of the driveway someone pulled in. Mr. Tom Oleary being creepy again so he said he had a surprise and he didnt want me to see it until tomorrow morning when i went in my car blhya blah blah well i went inside he put it in my car i went right back out and got it. a rose in the bottle of wine we drank before wedding crashers and the movie stub on the bottle and then possibly the cutest card i have ever read in my life. but after the things hes said to me i dont know if i could even trust him again or i dont know im just waiting everything out if hes not there when im ready for him oh well then it wasn't meant to be. i guess i am being strong. im just sick of always ending up hurt so im trying to prevent it. oh and ps. this dryness needs to end i want pot to be very easy to get. GOD DAMN