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some days i think i was happier when i was younger. it's odd to go through the motions now; feeling like there's no direction for where i want to go. i often think if these choices i make are right for me and when i go against my decisions, i realize i had nothing else to fall back on. i get older, but do i get any closer to my dreams? it's hard to imagine life any different. you can't really change things if you don't know what you want. my mind remains restless and in motion trying to think of what i'm looking for. time goes too fast, every morning means another day gone. it's no one's fault and no one's problem and nothing can make it better and nothing can make it worse. it is what it is.
today i listened to interviews about people's feelings on the economy in one of the documentary classes we have here at msu. it amazes me how much people vary on their opinions about how bad things are. some optimistic and some pessimistic and others who want to ignore it. everything i think about this world keeps changing on me. what do i really need? someone break it down for me because it's getting to be too much.