where are you? who are you?
all i can do is forget of these past few weeks and the many more to come im sure, the way you blame me for everything i never did. the way i am no longer worth your time or thought, no one deserves this kind of mind treatment. you've changed because of others, i thought you were yourself? what happened to that. you're an exact mirror of her, but you're so oblivious to the world and thoughts around you. what you're doing is not making you any better than you were before, it's making you worse than ever, to the point where i can't even talk to you because it's like talking to a stranger. jealousy is not my emotion, i could care less of all your other friends, you hear that because you only hear what you want, how about taking a step in my shoes for awhile. i can never talk to you about this subject, whats the point. i'd rather forget than lose you, but inside im tearing into bits and pieces. you take me for granite, you need me when it's convenient for you, you only cheer me up when you feel you have to not because you want to, the conversation cant just be me all the time you have to reply and not forget, you say you cant talk to me about my feelings, do you mean you can't or won't. i used to think it was can't now my mind is slowly moving to won't. so go have fun with the ones you're leaving me for. i'll be here when i have to pick up the pieces for you like always the good friend. maybe i don't give you enough credit, but you give me none, im not saying choose between me and them, im saying remember the one who has loved you since before they were around, the one who's always been there, the one who gave up so much, the one who sits alone and waits, waiting for you to come back to her