May 17, 2005 17:43
so boys suck. theyre only out to walk all over you. to kiss you, and then overnight not be interested anymore. i hate how they make you fall for them and then crush you.
my knee is officially screwed. i may not be able to cheer again. the doctors have never seen anything like it, and its a huge huge problem. obviously the surgery did not go as expected. i was supposed to be fully recovered by now.
exams this week...need i say more? i honestly dont care anymore
today was one of the worst days ive ever had in my life. i cussed for the first time in 6 months. im falling apart, i need some prayers and bad. i feel so far away from God, and feel like i have nothing and no one. nothing can make me feel better.
im hoping that i can spend the night with the best friend tonight. i need it bad, i cant be home by myself.
say something to make me smile please.