parents make your life a lot harder than it has to be

[kaitlyn328]

so life isnt going as planned right now..
but i guess it rarely does

i hate feeling not good enough for my parents
i hate how they dont trust me...
and how they dont think ive changed
i hate how they think im the same person i was a year ago
i hate the yelling and fighting and lecturing EVERY night
i hate the rules
and the criticizing of every single move

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[margo2563]

i love yoU!!! dont worry bout all this crap..you know what i think about it..but i will be prayin for you, just like you prayed for me when i went through all that drama..dont worry--it will all get better..i love you and you know that i will be right by your side...even if it takes me havin to put in a couple of words with your parents..hmm--that would be interesting..but i love you and you are the greatest person in the world.
You Inspire Me to be the Best that I can be and you truly dont deserve any of this..i wish your parents could see the girl that i see--you are so sweet AND GOOD and perfect AND WONDERFUL and kind AND LOVING and awesome AND SO INCREDIBLY CHRISTIAN AND CLOSE TO GOD THAT IT AMAZES ME THAT YOU ARE FRIENDS WITH ME!! ( AND ALL MY FLAWS) but i love you more than you will ever know and you mean so much to me..and you will make it through this..i love you best friend! you are the best!

[kaitlyn328]

margo brooke maples i love you to death
thank you so much for sticking by me
i know it would be so easy for you to just be friends with someone who doesnt have crazy psycho parents haha...
but you choose to stick by me and im so grateful
you are the BEST, seriously.
and of course im friends with you, stupid!
why wouldnt i be?!
youre incredible and im so lucky to have you as my best friend
thanks for going through this with me,
im sorry about all my complaining lately
i love you more than you know
♥!!!

[margo2563]

i love you! haha..my life would be incomplete without you. I LOVE YOU! i am so glad that we are best friends..i really dont think i could make it without you!! i love you so so so much! and your complainin isnt bad..and its 100% normal..even though i am not quite sure that we are...("i think im turning japanese, i think im turning japanese, I REALLY THINK SO!!! and "LOOKING BACK AT ME" [yelling) haha..we are funny, no wonder we are seclusive..cause we are sorta kinda weird..but who'da thunk it though? haha i am in an inside joke mood, but i love you!

**and to anyone who i used to be friends with and things are pretty awkward now---
i think you know who you are..
i'm sorry for anything i might have done and can we just go back to being normal? its ridiculous tryin to live our lives not speaking and always being rude and mean to eachother, or when we are "nice" its fake..so this is an apology and i just want things to be ok..im tired of drama and fights and non-friendliness.

[crazyfool4u]

hey was that bottom part to me?

[margo2563]

yeah it was and hopefully you will understand and feel the same

[crazyfool4u]

yeah im sick of it too. it was just hard to act the same when i would see u there for a while after u said all that stuff to me on lj but im over it.
sorry bout any misunderstandings and everything else!
<3<3

[kaitlyn328]

well hey there beautiful!
so today just wasnt normal without the training room:0(
sad....
yeah so i couldnt make it without you either
like we always say, were destined to be friends
our minds are too much alike haha
"GET OUT OF MY HEAD!"
yeah were very add/WEIRD/crazy...
but its what makes us us...
however other people dont seem to like it much
seeing as how were alone in the world
hahahah
i love you tons best friend
have fun tonight with you know who;0)

[margo2563]

hehe--i love you!! laguna beach would be freaking incredible..we just gotta talk to sam..
i love you see you tomorrow!

[love_2_love]

hey margo!
ok i really dont know if that was towards me also or not..
but you and i know things have been weird between us too.
when all that crap happened, i used to try to call you to talk about it but you never answered.. and then when i would try to talk to you in the hall i just couldnt bc either youd turn your head or just give a slight smile.
so finally i just tried to let it all blow over, and if anyone didnt notice i didnt take part in any of that whole lj fighting that went on a while ago.
i want things to be normal between us again, and i am apologizing to you also.. for everything that happened like a month or two ago, and this is way over delayed i know i just didnt think it would drag on for this long.
i know jordan told you crap that night at the summit, and i want to apologize for everything that was said to you that hurt you, and the fact is i dont even know the whole story of what was said which kills me bc he might not be saying the truth, who knows.
but im sorry for all of that and i hope things will get better!
♥

[kaitlyn328]

to all of the girls....
im glad things are working out
sorry again for my post!
i love you all!!