SoMeOnE pLeAsE TeLL mE wHy..

[kaitlinkane]

Today I was looking at last year`s yearbook.. it brought back many memories that I haven`t thought about in a long time. Although it was good to look back on those memories, it made me sad. All of the "we better hang out over summer"`s and "there are more memories to come"`s and "i`ll always he there for you"`s never really happened. The people I thought would be my friends for a long time, aren`t.. most of them I rarely talk to or see. Reading what people wrote makes me sad too.. the one`s from Kevin Gruman, Jarrett, and Brian hurt the most.. mainly because I don`t EVER talk to them. It has to be a special occassion to be able to talk to them, and that sucks.. I absolutely hate that. Why do things have to be this way? Why do people go their seperate ways and forget about the people that used to mean so much to them? I want to be able to talk to these people on a daily basis SO bad. Another one that hurt to read was Jesse`s. We do still talk alot and hang out every once in a blue moon, but he`s leaving soon.. and I don`t want to lose contact with him like the other people that left for college last year.

I don`t understand.. and it makes me very sad =[

l0vE*

I love you and miss you VERY much Jules.. RIP babe.. #23 forever..