SURVEY
Taken From Lis's/Amy's Journals
The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: not until 5 minutes ago when I read a reply from Amy that all but told me to fuck off and grow up and shes a friend
02. Bought something: cappuccino in 2 different forms but all I want is Caribou
03. Gotten sick: nope
04. Sang: when am I not?
05. Eaten: more than I would have liked, but yes
07. Felt stupid: when reading Amy's reply. it's amazing how much like shit that girl can make me feel like. and if anyone even replies saying 'shes hard on you because she loves you' can fuck off right now. because she doesnt care
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: my mom
09. Met someone new: this is gonna sound weird but, cousins I had no clue I had
10. Moved on: well I saw Zach on Christmas...and gave back his ring....
11. Talk to an ex: suppose you could say Zach
12. Missed an ex: like crazy...*shoots Zach*
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: nah
14. Had a serious talk: Nope. but I sure got a beatdown for wondering why I'm never mentioned in peoples journals
15. Missed someone: yes
16. Hugged someone: nope....and it was Christmas
17. Fought with your parents: always....
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: i don't dream. it hurts.
Social Life
01. Best girl friend(s): *sighs* i thought amy and lis...
02. Best boy friend(s): again with the i thought zach
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: don't want to discuss it
04. If no, current dating partner: Braeden, i guess
05. Hobbies: being an online loser because no one wants to find the time to do anything with me EVER
06. Pager: I can't figure out how to use those things....
07. Are you the center of attention or the wallflower: depends on my mood
08. What type automobile do you drive: normally...a Fucked Over Rebuilt Dodge Temporarily runs named Tyrone...but right now I'm driving my parents Sentra since said Tyron is in the Cities all alone for the holidays IM SORRY TY!!!
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: Beatle convertable...so cute
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: i wouldnt know how either felt...
11. Where is the best hangout: Caribou...but I hang out alone...
12. Do you have a job: I need one. Badly. I have expensive hobbies
13. Do you attend church: I did on Christmas Eve, but only because I wanted to play with candle wax
14. Do you like being around people: AROUND people? yes, as long as it's not a crowd. I don't like SOCIALIZING with people
Who:
01. Have you known the longest: erm...Zach
02. Do you argue the most with: Mother. she is the bane of my entire existence
04. Is the most trustworthy: trust? whats that?
05. Makes you laugh the most: i haven't laughed in so long...
06. Has been there through all the hard times: no one. because no one cares.
07. Has the coolest parents: uhm....*thinks* amy. i like mom, shes cool
08. Has the scariest siblings: ha, me
09. Is the most blunt: Amy
10. Is the smartest: my dad
Personal:
01. Who is your role model: this is going to sound odd but....the people on World's Apart on the National Geographic channel. I want to be on that show so bad
02. What are some of your pet peeves: Silence. oh and friends that yell at you for wondering why they dont consider you a friend.
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: *coughs* does walker hanson count?
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: no, but i've wanted to
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: anything peirced with great wrists
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): no. never. why would i do that?
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: no...im not a cold-hearted person
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped? .....this question is why i just cheat to get out of a relationship....
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationships make me nervous...but hookups are bad....so alone
10. Want someone you don't have right now: zach....darling...
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: story of my life (guy, not girl though)
12. Do you want to get married: not at fucking all
13. Do you want kids: not anymore....pain
14. Do you believe in psychics: i believe that some people are remarkably accurate about things that might happen, but psychic has such a bad connotation now that i cant use the word anymore
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: nope, because i REFUSE to get married. REFUSE.
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my new hair. nothing on me thats natural is beautiful. people that know me can vouch for that
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: nothing. appearantly im immature
18. Are you happy with you: never
19. Are you happy with your life: ....never....not until i can actually find friends
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: i wouldnt be so lonely all the fucking time. so FUCKING alone because i have NO ONE that cares about me.
Current:
[ Current Clothes ] flare jeans, shirt, monkey socks
[ Current Mood ] upset and unwanted
[ Current Music ] cruel intentions
[ Current Taste ] andys mint. nummy
[ Current Make-up ] bah, makeup
[ Current Hair ] just hanging there as always
[ Current Annoyance ] everyone and everything....
[ Current Smell ] *sniffles* gots me a cold
[ Current Desktop Picture ] on this one? stupid blue background thinger
[ Current Favorite Artist ] at this very moment? Jonny Lang, Jason Mraz, John Mayer, Pink, Tupac, Eminem
[ Current Favorite Group ] Hanson, Wilco, Linkin Park, Dashboard Confessional, Counting Crows
[ Current Book you're reading ] Hearts in Atlantis~Steven King
[ Current CD in CD Player ] Long Time Coming~Jonny Lang
[ Current DVD in player ] down here? Finding Nemo. in my room? Lion King
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] purple...but they're not painted....im cold
[ Current Refreshment ] Diet Pepsi
[ Current Worry ] i'll be alone my entire life with no friends ever
The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: not until 5 minutes ago when I read a reply from Amy that all but told me to fuck off and grow up and shes a friend
02. Bought something: cappuccino in 2 different forms but all I want is Caribou
03. Gotten sick: nope
04. Sang: when am I not?
05. Eaten: more than I would have liked, but yes
07. Felt stupid: when reading Amy's reply. it's amazing how much like shit that girl can make me feel like. and if anyone even replies saying 'shes hard on you because she loves you' can fuck off right now. because she doesnt care
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: my mom
09. Met someone new: this is gonna sound weird but, cousins I had no clue I had
10. Moved on: well I saw Zach on Christmas...and gave back his ring....
11. Talk to an ex: suppose you could say Zach
12. Missed an ex: like crazy...*shoots Zach*
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: nah
14. Had a serious talk: Nope. but I sure got a beatdown for wondering why I'm never mentioned in peoples journals
15. Missed someone: yes
16. Hugged someone: nope....and it was Christmas
17. Fought with your parents: always....
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: i don't dream. it hurts.
Social Life
01. Best girl friend(s): *sighs* i thought amy and lis...
02. Best boy friend(s): again with the i thought zach
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: don't want to discuss it
04. If no, current dating partner: Braeden, i guess
05. Hobbies: being an online loser because no one wants to find the time to do anything with me EVER
06. Pager: I can't figure out how to use those things....
07. Are you the center of attention or the wallflower: depends on my mood
08. What type automobile do you drive: normally...a Fucked Over Rebuilt Dodge Temporarily runs named Tyrone...but right now I'm driving my parents Sentra since said Tyron is in the Cities all alone for the holidays IM SORRY TY!!!
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: Beatle convertable...so cute
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: i wouldnt know how either felt...
11. Where is the best hangout: Caribou...but I hang out alone...
12. Do you have a job: I need one. Badly. I have expensive hobbies
13. Do you attend church: I did on Christmas Eve, but only because I wanted to play with candle wax
14. Do you like being around people: AROUND people? yes, as long as it's not a crowd. I don't like SOCIALIZING with people
Who:
01. Have you known the longest: erm...Zach
02. Do you argue the most with: Mother. she is the bane of my entire existence
04. Is the most trustworthy: trust? whats that?
05. Makes you laugh the most: i haven't laughed in so long...
06. Has been there through all the hard times: no one. because no one cares.
07. Has the coolest parents: uhm....*thinks* amy. i like mom, shes cool
08. Has the scariest siblings: ha, me
09. Is the most blunt: Amy
10. Is the smartest: my dad
Personal:
01. Who is your role model: this is going to sound odd but....the people on World's Apart on the National Geographic channel. I want to be on that show so bad
02. What are some of your pet peeves: Silence. oh and friends that yell at you for wondering why they dont consider you a friend.
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: *coughs* does walker hanson count?
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: no, but i've wanted to
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: anything peirced with great wrists
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): no. never. why would i do that?
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: no...im not a cold-hearted person
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped? .....this question is why i just cheat to get out of a relationship....
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationships make me nervous...but hookups are bad....so alone
10. Want someone you don't have right now: zach....darling...
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: story of my life (guy, not girl though)
12. Do you want to get married: not at fucking all
13. Do you want kids: not anymore....pain
14. Do you believe in psychics: i believe that some people are remarkably accurate about things that might happen, but psychic has such a bad connotation now that i cant use the word anymore
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: nope, because i REFUSE to get married. REFUSE.
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my new hair. nothing on me thats natural is beautiful. people that know me can vouch for that
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: nothing. appearantly im immature
18. Are you happy with you: never
19. Are you happy with your life: ....never....not until i can actually find friends
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: i wouldnt be so lonely all the fucking time. so FUCKING alone because i have NO ONE that cares about me.
Current:
[ Current Clothes ] flare jeans, shirt, monkey socks
[ Current Mood ] upset and unwanted
[ Current Music ] cruel intentions
[ Current Taste ] andys mint. nummy
[ Current Make-up ] bah, makeup
[ Current Hair ] just hanging there as always
[ Current Annoyance ] everyone and everything....
[ Current Smell ] *sniffles* gots me a cold
[ Current Desktop Picture ] on this one? stupid blue background thinger
[ Current Favorite Artist ] at this very moment? Jonny Lang, Jason Mraz, John Mayer, Pink, Tupac, Eminem
[ Current Favorite Group ] Hanson, Wilco, Linkin Park, Dashboard Confessional, Counting Crows
[ Current Book you're reading ] Hearts in Atlantis~Steven King
[ Current CD in CD Player ] Long Time Coming~Jonny Lang
[ Current DVD in player ] down here? Finding Nemo. in my room? Lion King
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] purple...but they're not painted....im cold
[ Current Refreshment ] Diet Pepsi
[ Current Worry ] i'll be alone my entire life with no friends ever