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[kaitiidoll]

I hate the fact that I have to relive it
everytime that you give me those looks
do you understand that you're bringing something back
something so close to a nightmare that it hurts
but it was real.. the pain is real...
please don't bring it back
please stop looking at me that way

.. if I close my eyes &count to one hundred &ten maybe
they'll stop

Or maybe I should just show them HOW MUCH
this really HURTS me.