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I'm having a weird day today. Had a confrontation with the ex about money of all things. It's such a trivial thing and yet so powerful. Hate fighting, especailly hate fighting about money but most of all I hate that every time I see him I want to cry, and usually do.
This time I held them in check. There is no reason for a simple comment from him to bring me to tears and yet it does everytime we speak, which is y I told him we can't be friends ne more despite all the good wishes and other bullshit associated with a break up and the classic "we can still be friends" line.
I'm pissed that he's going on my europe adventure before me. The bastard is just rubbing it in. But I'm going for longer and with better people and yeah I'm going bowling in Perpignan so top that arsehole. Whew... breathe. Ah he just shits me but small win to me, i'm not giving him any money. He can just fuck off.
Anyway, I got my new ANZ atm card and while on the phone to activate I applied for a credit card and got it. Yay me! I've already applied for a virgin card and I'm pretty sure i'm getting that one but it's better to have 2. Even if i don't use one. I need all the help i can get in the money department. I'm blindly hoping i'll have enough for the trip. I think it will work out but really don't want to put much thought into it in case the numbers aren't to my liking. Not really the way it should be done but i've always been a procrastinator. Take my 3.5 years of uni for an example.
It's my parents wedding anniversary today. They've been married for 33 years. Mum's always wanted a martini and never have one and since i work in a bar... they're driving me in to work tonight then i'm going to make one. Should be interesting.
Got my photos to upload with the help of drew, will try and figure em out now.
This time I held them in check. There is no reason for a simple comment from him to bring me to tears and yet it does everytime we speak, which is y I told him we can't be friends ne more despite all the good wishes and other bullshit associated with a break up and the classic "we can still be friends" line.
I'm pissed that he's going on my europe adventure before me. The bastard is just rubbing it in. But I'm going for longer and with better people and yeah I'm going bowling in Perpignan so top that arsehole. Whew... breathe. Ah he just shits me but small win to me, i'm not giving him any money. He can just fuck off.
Anyway, I got my new ANZ atm card and while on the phone to activate I applied for a credit card and got it. Yay me! I've already applied for a virgin card and I'm pretty sure i'm getting that one but it's better to have 2. Even if i don't use one. I need all the help i can get in the money department. I'm blindly hoping i'll have enough for the trip. I think it will work out but really don't want to put much thought into it in case the numbers aren't to my liking. Not really the way it should be done but i've always been a procrastinator. Take my 3.5 years of uni for an example.
It's my parents wedding anniversary today. They've been married for 33 years. Mum's always wanted a martini and never have one and since i work in a bar... they're driving me in to work tonight then i'm going to make one. Should be interesting.
Got my photos to upload with the help of drew, will try and figure em out now.