Mar 23, 2008 22:20
Im not tryin to sound selfish with this next part i just dont know how to really word it correctly...
I was just thinking about how everyone confides in me about their secrets or their problems bc they need someone to talk to. Im always there to listen no matter what. like if someone has a problem when i do i put my feelings aside and help them. i just wish my problem would go away too. but it doesnt it just is in hiding until it comes back to bite me in the ass again. what about me and my problems? i am human too i do have problems as well. when am i goin to have someone help me with my problems like i do for everyone else? i can only take so much of everyone elses problems before i explode bc i keep my feelings inside. i know thats not healthy but when is it my time to confide in someone?? i would call up my friends like they do to me to talk but then i will feel bad for putting my problems on them. i dont ever get a day off not even on my birthday....
Im so exhausted from everything school, work, lax, & life i cant wait until spring break!!